Sunday, November 22, 2009!
10:18 AM
BECAUSE I SLACKED SO MUCH YESTERDAY, I SHALL STUDY LIKE CRAZY TODAY.
I'M GOING TO READ UP ON PHYSICS + READ THROUGH PAPERS TO FIND OUT MISTAKES + MEMORISE PHYSICS + MEMORISE CHEMISTRY + READ ALL THE STUPID MCQS THAT MAKES ME GO INSANE.
YES WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, November 21, 2009!
5:42 PM
OKAY SO TODAY (DAMN JIALAT) .... I flipped through physics TYS but -sigh sigh sigh- shall not mention it. I'm trying to do chem mcqs now but the answers doesnt make sense to me HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW I shall still be very careful on monday and unleash all the brain cells in me to fulfil my dream of getting a 37/40 to reward myself for doing mcqs for 6 years thus far.
GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I WANT TO SLAP FISHES AS USUAL. SEE LAH ECONS SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE LAST PAPER
Friday, November 20, 2009!
11:15 PM
I DON'T LIKE THIS VERY MUCH.
WHY MUST ECONS DO THIS TO ME.
ON THE OTHER HAND I'M SUPER GLAD POLICIES DIDN'T COME OUT I'M ABNORMAL.
WEIHAN WE CAN'T CUSTOM MAKE LAH THERE'S NO TIME.
I WANT TO SLEEP DECEMBER AWAY MUAHAHHA
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8:02 PM
SHITZXZXZXZXZXZXZ
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9:35 AM
Tonight I will come home and do 4 chem mcqs! (2 A's + rj + vj)
YES WE CAN :D:D:D:D:D:D
Mum says now I can pray that a local uni will want me HAHAHAHAHA
Thursday, November 19, 2009!
5:30 PM
I FEEL F- UP ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH
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4:47 PM
I WISHED YESTERDAY NEVER HAPPENED SHITXZXZXZ I FEEL LIKE KILLING PEOPLE NOW WT*******
Wednesday, November 18, 2009!
7:21 PM
AFTER ALL OF THIS... COMMOTION ABOUT HOW HARD/DIFFICULT THE PAPERS HAVE BEEN...
The only way is to keep believing, keep striving. Keep the faith going. What comes around goes around. If you have it, you will be rewarded duly.
After my mum's story of how this random colleague of hers (whom she thought was not a very good co-worker due to many reasons) was from Oxford, I truly believe that excellence in workplace is not solely determined by where you come from, although we shouldn't (in my opinion) discredit how backgrounds are determining factors as well.
The earth is round for a reason. We work our way round things, after knowing that going straight through things will result in crashing.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009!
1:45 PM
Woke up from 2 hours of nap! Spending the rest of the day with Econs :D
YAY mentality switching mode = success I feel like I've been reborned! LALALALALA.
SHALL MUG ECONOMICS PLEASE DO NOT LET MY MUM'S MONEY GO TO WASTE.
THEORY: CHECK
EVALUATIVE MIND: CHECK
ANTI-THEORY: CHECK
WONDERFUL INTRODUCTION AND CONCLUSION THAT WILL BLOW THE MARKER'S MIND OFF: CHECK
A GOOD HANDWRITING: ?????? HAHA
Monday, November 16, 2009!
10:26 AM
"So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them."
The Perks of Being a WallflowerAll isn't lost. IT ISN'T. GO ME.
Sunday, November 15, 2009!
11:35 AM
Okay lah I concluded life after A's won't be that boring HAHAHA should i/we go back for perf arts night but that's all the way into april (Y) Anyhow can't believed me and yunminny actually sang solo in Esplanade WHAT GAVE ME THE GUTS TO DO SO O.o Hello froggies carolling how!!! SIGHZXZXZ. AND CLASS TRIP!!!!
Today is going to be a really long day! Yeshiexzxz! They cut away my Korean show yesterday night AGAIN why do you do this to me~ I've made a mistake~ Got no where to run~ HAHAHAHA. UP NEXT ECONS MORE ECONS MORE PHYSICS MORE CHEM. Gotta make this good. The thought of not meeting my expectations is freaking me out really badly GRAH GRAH GRAH I've said this is nothing but a battle between minds I KNOW I KNOW so yay in 2 months I've successfully woke up (:D) on time for the 2nd time DOES THIS SHOW HOW STRONG MY WILL POWER IS.
Okay I hereby announce that the world is really small in 1 years' time I predict all my friends will know all my friends. HAHAHAHHAHA. Shitzxzxz.
Saturday, November 14, 2009!
11:38 AM
A whole new world.Zonked out yesterday night trying to do Physics. Woke up late this morning and yaye today shall be a nice day since I've finished chem tys 'cept the mcqs! Thank God I listened to mr teo and dumped the prelim papers. Moving on to read Econs notes about Singapore's Economy yes yes why do they like to do last minute things and only send us good stuff a few days before the actual paper? GRAH.
Friday, November 13, 2009!
4:37 PM
Ignore this post if you are in a bad mood because I'm feeling really lousy right now.
Note to self: BECAUSE YOU'VE EXPERIENCED IT THE MOST PAINFUL WAY OF WHAT IT IS LIKE TO HAVE GAINED SOMETHING AND LATER ON LOSE IT, BECAUSE OF THIS, all the more you have to work hard for the upcoming week.
I don't need another reminder that I didn't manage to grab hold of the A for GP which was once so close and now so distant. The only sane thing left to do is to make sure I achieve what is rightfully mine for working so hard for the past 2 years in ensuring that my foundation for the subjects isn't weak. Thing is, I don't believe in statistics after what they've done to me. I don't believe that being top X percentile in school now translates into X +/- 10 percentile in A's. The only thing I believe in is hard work. At the very least, you won't be ashamed of yourself or feel ashamed to face yourself if things go wrong somehow. At least they compensate for a lack of geper brains (yeah why do I have friends who get 98/100 for math HAHA!!!).
If I don't work 4 times or 5 times as hard now I know I will regret it more than I did for O's. At the very least, at that point in time, I secured a place in hwach. Now, because of my sheer stupidity which mum has to REMIND ME ABOUT everyday, I'm left hanging in no where.
I have to be more careful in Physics manipulation and keep a clear reflective and evaluative mind when doing Econs. Go me!
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1:02 PM
This is epic.
On days like this you feel like listening to "Walking into Walls" and you wish that the bell curve will really work
in your favour.
IT WILL ALL GET BETTER IN TIME.