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Friday, May 27, 2005

aye last post before i leave or something.
thanks ppl who wished me!
like jialing, MY PIG- kaiyin, nicolas, huiyi, daniel all those peeps (:

hahaha now im still high.
i think i abit loose today la. lol.
what if i forget to bring something?!
hahahahahhaa.


BWAHAHAHA.
((:
leaving tonight! er sry tomorrow morning.
i think im gonna go the airport at 1+AM or something.
then like go there sms ppl and wake them up. hehe.
but i haven like exactly finished packing.
but oh wells, HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
and like i still pathetically had to stay up till 1AM ytd to complete my compo.
and guess what?
the tchr din come -.-

i think i forgot to mention our buzz!
lalalalala. we got in! hehe.
yay! (:

oh yah it was like.
stupid to see my results slip.
everything was ok.
EXCEPT i got an underline.
which means i failed one sub. - CA english.
which is like kind of pathetic.

oh wells, then later went to watch madagascar at plaza!
it was kind of funny.
cos i find myself laughing at all times.
hahaha.

special mention: HAHAHA KAIYIN tthanks ALOT for writing me letters for all the days i will be in china ((: LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES! (x


damn-ed.
but oh wells its like i give a damn?
she thinks i din hear what she says
but i did. (:

ANYWAYS!!
bwahahaha. they say want to book chalet for sop1!!
lalalalala. hope it succeeds.
since there's like so many ppl.
ELVIS u better go okay! (x
im excited!
then all the outings and stuff to escape and www!
HAHAHAHA now i think i wun be able to complete my hmwk by 2nd week of june.

went to book cip dates today.
LOL. gg ps tmr with my pig.
note: she's MY pig.
note: she's my PIG.
(x
i seriously hope YOU won't see this.
hahahaha.

but oh wells. WE GOT IN (:
the auditions for the buzz thingyy.
our dance! hehehe.

i am seriously dying here.


hahahaha!
i still have:
chi compo, math hmwk, sci wrkbk.
((:

yah its like kind of bored la.
with all those ppl gg msia.
then i no one to disturb. lol.

TBC CALLED MY MUM.
like .................................. dots.
-.-"

chalet chalet chalet!
i really hope we all can make it!
but yeah, its kind of ex la.
but oh wells, i HOPE ok (:

3 days! hahahaha.
there's STILL briefing tomorrow.
lalalalala. i hate her. she is such a bitch.


hehe.
im so dead.
i haven started reading the 2004 math olympaid book, and i haven done my stupid math pythagoras hmwk, and i totally forgot about my chi compo to be handed up, on wed?
haha im such a slacker, aint i?
(:

4 more days to the trip!
hahaha i seriously hope char won't prank me at night.
later i suffer from heart attack ah!
and yes POKER CARDS!!
hahahahahaha.
i have only packed the food and clothes and my lagguage cannot fit anymore.
hahahaha how pathetic.
and the marshmallows i bought for the trip are like almost gone?
cos i ate them up la. hehe.

my uncompleted poem is with singyee!
hmmm. fate fate fate.

why does fate allow me to know you, then separates us, then i might as well don't know you right from the start. i don't know what am i doing. here, praying that some miracles will happen? praying that everything will go back to the past?
why is it always that i didn't grab hold of the past, then regret in the future, now which is. then i start thinking of the past, the moments, that could never have happen now?
i hate my life, i seriously do. i know i totally changed. what about you? you so do not dare to say you didn't. cos each and everyone of us change. then why is it that we allowed this change in our lives? why is it that everyone of us is striving so hard, for the intangible things, the perfect grades in examinations? then complain, and everything else.
i seriously hate this change in us. i know, you know, we all know that the past is just nothing but the past. something for us to hold onto? rubbish. why is it that the past is always better? why cannot we fall in love with the present?
i need a break.


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