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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Avalon-Testify To Love

All the colors of the rainbow
All of voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins

Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify
For as long as I shall live I will testify to love
I'll be a whitness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live I will testify to love
From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea

Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done.

xinrui sent me this song! im liking it more and more every moment!
hahaha me and my cousins played monopoly on comp at granny house.
SPAS CAN!
we were like fighting over the mouse and the table and monitor is shaking.
cos we sabo-ed each other into buying a $60 bucks house for $75+++ and BANKRUPT LA DUH!!
hehe. ((((x

im doomed la. how m i suppose to cope with my theory exam coming up soon and the exams?!!?!?!?!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

sarah-my inspiration! hoho. she makes me die. MUGGER (:

where's brainy? :(


quick post. im 5 min late for my mugging!

EOYS EOYS EOYS!
hmmm. got back english oral marks today! 10 10 12 i think.
I MUST REINFORCE MY POINT: ms wan did not listen to me properly! i said one point she din like hear and she prompted me okay.
GRRRR!

yay i shall set target again like i always do.
if only if i can get...
english - 70
math - 88
sci - 75
chinese - 78
geog - 88
history - 70
lit - 70

it would be a 77% for average.
wondered how i got that kind of marks for mye. this looks so high can. dun even think i got a 75% for ca2. hahaha
AHHHHH POKE POKE SARAH!
we can do it :D

i shall stop sleeping. and study! and score damn well and get myself something nice from my mum. (x

i can't figure out why there isn't sop and alto in guitar. but there's alto and bass?!?!?!?! so funny one.

now im 8 min behind time.
anyways!!!!
so much to do, so little time!

sabbbbby! im happy happy happy!


i had this really bad tummyache AFTER eating the spag from canteen can. I WILL NEVER EAT IT AGAIN. ROARS make me so pain throughout the day.
lin lao shi had again applied one week of ML. sheesh -.- but han lao shi is nice :D but it wun be her dai ke tomorrow. >< color="#ffffff">to her. PLEASE STOP CURSING ME AND BEING SARCASTIC CAN OR NOT. i know u want me to die right. but TOO BAD i din.//to HER. if you're so pro. do the ce proj urself. im not even suppose to finish the last part. u guys shld have done it that day what. if you're so pro do it yourself and stop ordering me around.

then morning i found all our choir files missing! ALERT: we think ms chye took it. oh man like she's gonna throw it away or something? ><>

listening was okay. the first answer is cos they too yi1 lai4 :D cos evan got full marks and she told me her answers. muahahaha.

GUITAR SMALL ENSEMBLE PLAYING! singyee can do chords real well :D hahaha i feel so shi bai in my part1. cos it just doesnt sound ROUNDED, despite the notes are correct. shall try again.

i was like dumbfounded. and i din actually know what was i doing. i was like shocked and terrorised. hmmmm. suddenly i feel the discipline i must have in myself. for duno why. i just duno why.

got introduced to the choir cupboard. lol. and ms chye says maybe we will go for choir olympics next yr? ARGHH. why din we go ip. then we can go without worries. esp the sec4. cos schs like ri/rg/nyhs etc etc would be able to go without affecting their seniors. cos no o's what. HMMM shall ask qln later if their sch's gg. perhaps rj is. LOL.



BLAHHHH. 9 more days. hmmm.






to blogger, oh yeah? THEN SO SORRY LA. i know who you are. i seriously do. so what if you're from like a top sch? -.- please use some brains and if u want to accuse me, use someone else's comp. -.- it's just that you dun even dare to BOAST about the name your dear parents gave u huh. u DO NOT KNOW me since im p4. IM DEFINITELY SURE.


hahaha. went for syc concert ytd. it was kinda nice, towards the end especially. yah then xuemin kindly suggested to eat at NOOCH. which was so ex and unfilling and i had to even eat supper when i come back. hoho.



trudy's bowl! grass noodles. it was like TOM YUM and i ate it? omg. hmmm the big big ladle which yinxue stuffed into her mouth. (x




counting money money money! the bill was S$124.70 for 10 of us.




RACOON BY CASSIE!


the moment we walked in esplanade we were greeted by these prettaye lanterns! chio can.





ICE CREAM (x


reply tags!

sabby! WHY MUST U GRIND MY BONES! u make me so sad la. hmmmph. u make me so sad ><

jiani sadly, it was a pathetic holiday, im sure everyone thinks so! hehe.

BRAINYYY! hehehe. what lor! scrambled eggs! ARGHH BITE YOU! why now u want rjc again! i thought after that u want njc le! hahaha NVM U ME SARAH SHALL GO RJC TOGETHER!!! hehe. WATER BOTTLES? i will be damn glad can! my throwing also improved. but since my thowing already so good no diff la! HOHO! u rock toooo lalala

qixuan! u haiyo for what! hehehe.

MEMEME hmmph u get higher than me! ARGHHHHHH .

NICOLAS! u dun have the fortune of seeing or eating my baked cakes! hahahaha. its for privileged people only! LALALA.

SHANNN! hahahahaha hello hello! now u love me too. orh o. so many people love me! hahahaha. YUPS I SAW IT! hahahaha.


WEEE! changed my blog song to kelly's and jj's mu nai yi! (((x
thanks nicolas for hosting it for me on his school's free spaces!
ENJOY! hehehehe.


went to pack mooncakes today! ahahaha(:
u know i think my muscles will be aching all over after today's sleep.
cos yah ban shang ban xia.
then we went to seminar room!
AND PLAYED MONKEYYY! with SOCCER BALL.
hahaha and it was touched by that sec guy's PUPPY and him?
they play soccer tgt i heard! hahaha.
SO FUNNY CAN.
it hit me twice in my face tho.
with sophia jon doreen and i forgot that sec3 guy's name.
hahaha. yay i trained up my catching skills today!
I SERIOUSLY DID.
then went to hg mall to do homework.
saw sharleen and her friends. yup!
I FINISHED MY LIT. woohoo` but the food court was FREEZING COLD.
so we bought cheese fries! hahaha. YUM YUM.
and got questioned when i went home.
they really think i got bf -.- crazy people.

i was quite pissed. chenyang, (i dun care if u're gonna read this or not) but I WASNT REFERRING TO YOU OKAY! why must you be like. i duno what to say can. you made me so speechless. if you think i am what i was when you first knew me then sorry.

GRRRRR>

im killing many many brain cells per minute to think of a name for my new laogong! lol. xP


im gonna dedicate this to two persons!

BRAINYY! happy birthday girl! hahaha. love you always. brainy and pinky! thanks for all you've done for me. and hope you enjoy your birthday! im gonna take exams on this date. HMMM. yes yes friends forever! i will never forget that night u send me the sms ask me if u can work hard together with me not. WE SHALL WORK HARD TGT! eoys: we're gonna make it to trip!

JAPPY! haha sheesh. wanted to write this long ago. but hoho. yes yes thanks alot alot for like in whatever you've help me in! a pity you're not a girl i not i sure say "love you always" LOL. hahaha. yes yes really you've helped me ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. like countless things! and always there as my listening/complaining ear. at least i think you are. hahaha.



I WANT TO CRY LA!
i cannot stand flaws, but in every piece, everytime i play, there are FLAWS. or rather flaw. but whatever it is still IMPERFECT.
there's perfect times tho.
but not everytime is perfect.

hmmmm.

WEISHAN BTW IT DOES NOT LOOKS LIKE EGGS! OMGGGG!! SEE THE BROWN BROWN THING? ITS CHOCOLATE CAKE>!!!!!


listening to guardian angel now! <333 size="5">TOMORROW'S MY PIANO EXAM> people wish me luck! (: hahaha.

life's BORING. bought a top ytd! hahaha. whatever. hmmm. wonder how are my fellow piggies doing now. amazingly(again), i want to go back to school! it don't exactly make a difference. cos there's still work. and i still must practise PIANO. which i have been since around 10?



this is trudy's bday cake! BAKED BY US. hmmmm. (:
and we digged in it. LOOK AT THE WORDS ON TOP OF THE CAKE IN PINK!
we did our own frosting too! it reads "happy" and the BDAY cannot be seen. what hell. TADA`

im going bonkus! char amused me yesterday. i still find it amusing. and i din know sabby LOVEs me! hahahaha. okay what crap. let's see. where's brainy! i dun see her online nowadays. hmmmm.


IM GONNA SCREAM.
help me get out of this fucking house.
BLAHHHHH>


(男)半夜睡不着觉把心情哼成歌
只好到屋顶找另一个梦境
(女)睡梦中被敲醒我还是不确定
怎曾有动人弦律在对面的屋顶
我悄悄关上门带着希望上去
原来是我梦里常出现的那个人
(男)那个人不就是我梦里
那模糊的人我们有同样的默契
(女)用天线(合)用天线排成爱你的形状ho ho
(女)在屋顶唱着你的歌
(男)在屋顶和我爱的人
(女)让星星点缀成(合)最浪漫的夜晚
拥抱这时刻这一分一秒全都停止
(男)爱开始纠结
(女)在屋顶唱着你的歌
(男)在屋顶和我爱的人
(女)将泛黄的的夜献给(合)最孤独的月
拥抱这时刻这一分一秒全都停止
(男)爱开始纠结(合)梦有你而美

(女)让我爱你是谁(男)是我
(女)让你爱我是谁(男)是你
(女)怎会有(合)动人弦律环绕在我俩的身边
(女)让我爱你是谁(男)是我
(女)让你爱我是谁(男)是你
(女)原来是(合)这屋顶有美丽的邂逅
(男)在屋顶唱着你的歌在屋顶和我爱的人

jy rocks rocks rocks! (: so addicted to this song.


i still wanna go comex show badly! )x

arghhhh! going bonkus doing math. and math.
wait till i show somebody my mugging timetable for 5 days! hehe.
right, tay is right, i suppose, i still wanna do well, and get my 500bucks, and so that those around me need not feel sad for me. okay what crap.

aiyah i duno la. i suppose i made up my mind. to not come online so often. to talk to you? no. i think studies are still more important. and yah i dun see any point basically. i duno la. but i've decided. hoho. two worlds apart we are.

simply its no use. haha sabby! i've got over ahem (: sometimes friends are better. lol.


AHHHH! guess you guys know what i will blog about.
JUE DUI SUPERSTAR.
grrrrrr. my face was really black and i shouted all the words u can think of.
for those who seen my reaction in chinese class, YES.
im pissed. and where's huihong the zhu bai jie i want my wu ding song )x
hmmmm. AND WHAT. my mum read my sms-es ytd. wtf -.-
julynn and peiying in xing qi wu zhou bao! hahahaha.
let's see. i died twice today. dun mention it. and i slept so late ytd night and thus i was like falling asleep in sci >.<

holidays are up. plan to finish my work by tmr. the three math exam papers and chi and er geog mindmap! hahaha.
i got 37/50 for chi compo! no cuo zi you know (x hehe. okay i shldn't be contented. cos yingying got what. 44/50 -.- she gave me 38 at first okay! GRRRR. but oh wells. hehe. and what. progress report in term4. BLAHHHH.

and good luck to my dearest seniors for their prelims! ((((((x


and yes yes thanks to all teachers who made impacts in all your lives!
you're our LIVING INSPIRATIONS! (:


i want to go the comex 2005 show ):
but OH WELLS anyways went back holy ytd!
i bet kaiyin din make it to rosyth in the end.

it started with erm yah some stuffs (:
then assembly then the concert. and they were still suaning me. so i showed yirong the punch! hehe. then it was the aces workout and games after that.
during the aces workout, me and rach was half-faced-tanned la! as in the sun was shining from only one side, so perhaps the tone on each side of the face is imbalanced, cos it was really shining brightly.
the problem is all of them dun want to play. so i went with sabby instead but played for awhile only cos of YAH AHEM AHEM.
then we got sun-tanned in the courtyard cos they were announcing the results of whether tchrs or students win! but DUHHHH STUDENTS BAO DAO WAN except soccer but heyyy it's SOCCER! so student's triumph.

went back to holy
but hehe. i was quite pissed for a moment.
first, me huiyi and pinghui and louise went there by a taxi cos thinking everybody will be back, then, we only saw the ri people there talking to ms yeo so we cut in. she's probably gonna retire la. but omg she's a damn gd sci teacher la! then then then, LINAN PONNED CHOIR FOR HUIYI! he said he wouldn't cos "choir is more important" but look what he've done in the end! hehe.
THEN WE BOUGHT CANTEEN FOOD. you know FOOD (: hahaha.
then senghan started suaning me about stuffs, nvm i ren.
so i think then 3000 and sheryl came back, one in purple one in green. HEHE. their house shirts i suppose. then mavis and the victorians and oh before that was j.tan. then yah went around and saw mok! (despite the fact they cannot stop suaning mavis about her erm height -.- ) and WHAT HE'S DOING MASTERS thus has no plans on marriage. LOL.
god gracious louis really grew you know! HAHAHA.
teo couldn't stop about his VIP. which was . spas -.-
then went for lunch without some people playing SOCCER.
during lunch i threw ice at linan (: with bare hands! hahaha. cos they were shooting ice all over the other girls so i went like "shoot somemore i throw at linan" then god knows that they really hate linan so much i thought senghan and him got extraordinary relationship what!
so i threw lor (:
hehe. then took pics and stuff. IM LAZY TO POST THEM UP HERE.



but look at this. linan being scolded by 3000 for i duno what reason! hahaha. and we have two anonymous schkids here!




18 of us! 4 others missing. hahaha! the colour combi is umm great.

and i took sabby's racket home! hahaha. and jeanette gave me a flower! i think it's carnation (:



isn't my photography skills perfect! hehe.