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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

trust me, never choose geography, its ridiculous. very!
okay anws hahaha i find it so funny cos 3 exclassmates added me online in 2 days like DIAO -.-
ahahaha.
anws. CAN U BELIEVE IT SHIHUAN SAYS I LOOK LIKE IM FROM NCC -.-
faints.

anws. yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im so bored. i was stupid enough to write out my geog homework in PENCIL. yeah im gonna photocopy it tmr so it will be in BLACK INK >.< nyeh nyeh nyeh (:

AND QUINCY AH I WANT THE PHOTOS LOR U BETTER COME ONLINE I TELL YOU.

i haven like done my english. BLEAHS.

lalalala im SUPER SUPER DUPER BORED LALALALALALALA.
this is such a lame and random post.


i MUST push the previous post down. its destroying my blog. anws. HAHAHA>
2nd day of cny. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. all my family gathering and buffets and visiting only like on saturday. BLEAHS!. hey if you guys realised, next week got FIVE tests!
thank our wonderful teachers!!

did i mention, that day i saw one quite nice billabong bag, and the GREEN crumpler bag. HAHAHHAA! stupid then i ask my mum which one nicer, she told me the stripes green one nicer. then i told her to see the price. she said " i got good taste what" DIAOS LAH. and she offered me -.- i tot she was crazy, so uh i walked out of the shop . LOL!!!!!! quite stupid right.

i must say, friday is only FOUR days away. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!! mumu reminded me of it. nevermind!

so like erm. hahaha! i think this yr i quite happy got alot more money than last yr. but guess what. my small cousin got $700 in total from both sides ok!!!!! >.< im so jealous. and my aunt says for every 1 buck he saves they save for him another 1 buck. means he got 700 + 700 worth of savings!! FAINTS CAN!!!!!!!!!

so at night ytd we were playing daidee and cheat!!! i stupidly took the whole pile okayyyyy. EEEKS> but the first daidee i got like three 2's (: AHAH. duh win right. if not play memory game and bang wall alr. i play until halfway super tired la. then i stopped playing. and i was quite pissed with the fact my cousin refuses to let me use the comp cos they playing WARCRAFT III -.- piangs. but now we know the reason why adriel wants to go hci (: LALALALALA!



anws. yeah. when all these ends and we go to sch on wed. ZZZZZZZZZZ. will die can! i like the hours staying back after sch for whatever reasons. but hate school now. evan says she dun even recall this type of stress last yr lah. zzzzzzzzzzzzz!




what am i without you?


HELLLLLLLO EVERYONE! X) happy chinese new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

haha okay i shall blog about the cnyEE steamboat 3moomoo had on friday! firstly, mr sng was late for 1hour. so like walked around and stuff. saw AHEM and AHEM's friend. then we shunned. LOL. whatever lah its not really our fault. anabella bought two hairbands!! MUAHAHA. and upon taking them she left her wallet on the baskets lah -.- BLUR SOTONG! hehehehe. then went some corner to do some stacking for oac. yups! btw at marina square LOL! so like before that. was rehearsing dance in the class.



quincy and the orange which is transformed into a CAT?! LOL. dun they look alike? (:



the prc scholars drew it!! (: okay THATS SPAS!



quincy doesnt rocks X)
we stone!



julynn and xinrui! OKAY NOW WHATS XINRUI DOING IN 3M's CLASSROOM? -grinds teeth!


xinrui and me! (:



mr sng pinnxian kelly huiyi yenpin julynn quincy in view!
WHY THE HELL IS EVERYBODY DRINKING ICE LEMON TEE -.-



nextup when i get all the photos! (:


i want to bang my head man.
HAHA the good thing is that the previous a math test which i screwed up erm yeah i passed! and this round's a math is gonna pull me up cos its INDICES(:
and i think our class dance damn nice LOL as i nthe dancesteps are nice. and cheem. HAHAHA! (: just hopes that things goes well and like sheesh i can't really be bothered with the tons of homework for every subject except a math but thats alright cos im gonna find my way out! (: and bella came back to sch today! hahaha.
i was very pissed in the morning cos of somethings and even wanted to use ____________ and get revenge but its alright if not i will end up like them! HAHA(:

jogging was kind of fun, we overtooked ppl again. but we can't be blamed. cos who ask them run so freaking slow or RATHER they were walking cmon and we wanna jog ok. and what they went bu shuang and complained to all the tchrs? nyeh -.-

still not alot of ppl cheering. but we'll improve! (:

went to keep the stations again haha omg their doublefigure of 8 is SUPER TIGHT ok so hard to take out lah aiyo!

i HOPE tmr wun be screwed up man. if not i will cry lah. lalalalalalala. went lunch with quincy at yoshi hahahha damn im full now ):

important point to note to all 3Moomoos! dun eat breakfast tmr hor! or dun eat SO MUCH. later lunch cannot eat alot!! YAYYY!! ((((x


bella din come sch today ):
our cny rehearsal was ATROCIOUS!
the choir tee belle designed is CHAO JI NICE OKAYY!!!!!!!! <33
its like omg SUPER NICE AND I LOVE IT!
and my hair is atrocious too. i have to use like many clips. but i can dun tie too!
tmr's 3 sciences ):
and amath test and phy test ):

B L E A H!

im gg off to do my work! :D


anabella really looks sick lah. as in, yeah i think she's sick. GET WELL SOON OKAYYY! (: hope you can come sch tmr if not SOMEONE will miss you like siaoz! (:

HAHAHA. ok erm erm yay the standardisation for instructors is SETTLED! hahaha. have to go sch early on alternate days now. i haven told my mum. she's gonna like ka cha me lah!

ANWS MR GOH IS SO CUTE LAH HAHAHA COS CHEWY PASTED A PORTRAIT OF A TURTLE ON THE BOARD AND HE ASKED WHATS THAT AND DREW A QUES MARK BESIDE IT!!!!!!!!!! tsks!! haha. and jess what lost his bio book. i told her to be grateful it isnt CHEM!!! hahaha if not she's gonna cry man!! and this morning chewy's box was lost, found it at the back of the class. haha i tot cedar also got thief! tsks!! (:

i finally reached home so early now. haha so happy. had lunch with bouncy and nataliewee! heard hilarious stuffSS! hahaha. i want to cut my hair lah omg hahaha but i scared not nice then i bang wall. HOW!!!!! anws its like i STILL haven't buy my cny clothes HAHA i figured out i will be quite free on thurs yays!!!

im like dozing off in classes here and there. and mrs loy saw it lah IM LIKE SOOOOO DEAD ):

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i realised maybe ltc changed me a little TOO much. haha. i duno lah. lol.

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i really can't read your damn mind. when u want to be bothered with me then you be bothered. what YOU take me as?


i have a serious need to blog.
somehow i feel that cos all of us are like busy with our own things, everything is drifting apart. (this includes alot of people lah haha). yeah everything.
first example. yeah. meqxyrwkcharymleen! its like yeah. sometimes wanna find them for recess also cannot cos like im practically running about the sch and going gaga over choir-related-stuff every second. and its like evan had to do so much in place of me now.

2nd example. yeah that day they were discussing of the plot of oac063mcampfireitem huiyi talked about echo. immediately i tot about our beauty and the beast skit. and like. i suddenly had a gush of feeling and got reminded how our meetings ended at 6+ and that stupid beach road trip hahaha. but fine, ltc is over. and its like. ZZZZ!

third example, maybe you all willknow who u all are or maybe u may not. but its like. there will be one time of time we guys are so close and another time its like never talk at all/rarely talk. its weird ok. its like yao4 dui4 bie2 ren2 hao3 jiu4 dui4 bie2 ren2 hao3, bu4 yao4 jiu4 bu4 yao4. its sad ok.

yeah i must say i REALLY regret going triple science. and sometimes being "labelled" and its freaking irritating. and i really shld have taken lit like wth. ARGH. one subject makes ALOT of difference. i dun like it. i hate sci ok (with the exception of physics (: ). and i think what mr sng said about the elite schs thing is really true.

and jiayuan's post made me realised that im not the only idiot doubting myself. haha! and it gets pretty sad. i have bad time management lah. BLEAH. and i dunno how m i gonna really cope. its like for the past 3 weeks of sch i have NEVER reached home earlier than 6. then earliest was 6+. latest was 10+ ? and maybe i myself is neglecting alot of ppl around me.

TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

rachel says that i worry for alot of stuff. but i just can't stop worrying! cos i know something even more drastic will happen if i stop worrying. carefree life is gone man!! >< how do i actually reach a BALANCED point between studies and external stuff. it already reached the state whereby i NEVER EVEN practised for piano already. but i alr can't change back to the mugger ruiwen. cos i realised alot of things besides A1's. but while achieving/trying to achieve these non-tangible things i have little time for my friends? zzzzzzzzzzz!

ONE MUST LEARN TO ADAPT.

or maybe its just the low confidence in myself.


ok. now. i need to mention. SHE OVERTURNED ME IN BELAY SCHOOL LOR -.-

hahaha. next fri is our steamboat! (: MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! im so high. then can eat eat eat again! ANABELLA NEEDS TO EAT MORE YOU KNOW! HAHAHAHA.

jess taught me alot of stuffs over the phone ytd. haha. hope it works!! haha. now jess doesnt wanna be my class oac attach anymore LOL.

ytd was kind of fun. i was 30min late for math olympaid. but nvm. i din understand any AT ALL. and jiani was competing with me how to make paper clip hearts! tsks! she had this whole box of paper clips inside got alot of hearts so i tried making one too, and its nicer than hers okay!!! HAHAHA JACKED! and then yunmin told us her friend could make a star using bare hands. we tried, AND FAILED! ): hahaha. its like one more edge lorrr! so i went home to try with my dad's wonderful collection of pliers, and showed it to readon, AND HE SAID ITS NICE!!! MUAHAHAHA.

and in choir did a new piece! its called NGANA! damn nice ok. another geog6-like piece but its CHAO NICE! (: YAY!!! HAHAHAHA. wondering if we still have concert. ngana means SHARK. mangana means errrm i forgot (x

next wed is cny rehearsal, BUT THURS GOT TWO! tests. sighs. nvm. haven typed bio notes for bella and liukun yet hahahaha.

and i did my ban yue ji le! I SPENT FOUR HOURS ON IT OKAY!! i think its damn nice. and oh. while jess was seeing like usnews on the top us colleges, i found out that princeton university sounded SO ROYAL and its like "royal" lah. AND IT SOUNDS NICE!
but its impossible to make it there LOL.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
back to math. (:


i learnt something more today.

HAHA! thats damn cliche. nvm.
anws. i have set myself a new rule.
no coming online for MORE THAN 40min.
i mean it. i should start practising good time management. for if not i will screw alot of things up!
YUPS! (:



just wearing a mask everyday. MAYBE. NOT.

yanyi's way of holding a rose is SO FUNNY! me and kelly were driving pass them along PP way. hahaha!
and 3P's class is SO FREAKING NICE. but... its cos of their pink wall c'mon!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZ!
and yuyuan wrote "gong1" WRONGLY LAH!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. but i tot it was right. they said its wrong. tsks!!!

3M rmb what you guys supposed to bring tmr! (:


after hearing what yusin told me, i declare my mood is chao bad now. not bad in the sense im angry. but bad in the sense that i dun feel like smiling and haha-ing around and going siao!

ANYWAYS!!!
3p moved down to first level can! FIRST LEVEL> oh my. PERMANENT FOR TWO YEARS. DAMN IT CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't see yunmin eileen anymore. samantha matong and suria!! and alot of ppl. ARHGHHHS. heard they're complaining to form tchr tmr. yays!

so like. CHEM WAS BORING! -.- i really hate chemistry now. JESSICA SEE THIS OKAY (: and HE came into our class today. and ms chng called him by his christian name only. so funny and close to heart. HAHA U JEALOUS MAH?

there's physics tmr yay! and i think that the relief a math tchr is SO FUNNY. she speaks to chi students in chi can! -.- tho her chi quite good lah. but its weird!!!!!! SO WEIRD!

我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔
紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

i think the song is chao nice! (:


went to sch chao early today. and made the sch full of screams lah. HAHAHA! miang u relax ok!!! and anabella is so damn funny!! and weishan is still so good at sleeping -.- me and kelly talking in the car then call her found that she actually doze off -.-

ANWS!!
choir is getting ribbons for cny AGAIN! ><
AHHHH! ribbony choir. OKAYYYY -.-
and dressing in red. CHINESE NEW YEAR MAH! HAHAHAHA.

im stressed and hungry and scared.

AND WE HAVING NEW CHOIR TEE! -BEAMS!!!!

i shall pray for jess that her hair grows...
and i hope sophie's mum willing to cut hair for me. hehehe!!
i want it short.
LONGER than jess one tho.
LOL.

and we have class blog!!! HAHAHAHAHA.

i finally got the meaning of the title : JUMP OVER THE MOON.
cos 3 M = 3 MOOOS mah. cows u know.

then today mrs loy ask us what crop we want. i say carrot. she say we born in the year of rabbit meh -.- so she ask for another crop. i said grass -.- HAHA FOR MARKET GARDENING LAH. grass! then she went like HUH !! then i say we born in the yr of goat mah. HAHAHA.

3m still din cheer today. SIGH.


STARTED THE DAY FACING THE SMELL OF WHITEBOARD MARKERS COS MR SNG KINDLY WROTE IN PERMANENT MARKER ZZZZZZZZZZ.
ok. hahahha. i realised anabella look like some elf in some movie. LOL!
okokok. then like life is hectic NOW. and will STILL be.
i have to do choir camp proposal. hahaha. anws.
mrs chia gonna leave us for 20days! wahlaooooo. and liu kun sis come teach in cedar la HAHAHA!

when i was on the way home, i saw one freaking girl putting her bag on ANOTHER SEAT. damn it. there was TWO baby sitters in the lrt ok. wahlao. i stared at her for damn long. can she be like more considerate man. wtf. nv seen this type of person before. her sch doesnt teach her to be GRACIOUS.

im bored and tired. haven do math and banyueji. TMR IS FRI! YAY. weekends again again! :D


hahaha omg i did my chi hmwk. NVM thats not the point. hmmm. im planning to read on chem (since i dun understand what the hell she's say) and bio and geog and ss too! HAHA!
jess is mad. (:

reply tags

qx haha thanks! omg u framed it? OMG! hahaha!
sharr yah THAT one ! LOL. i slow mah ><
huiyi haha thanks!
brainy ur hair looks nice now leh! haha fats are good (:
jess I GOT SAY U LATE MEHHHHHH! HAHAHAHA!
mj! FINE LAH SUAN ME. hahahhaa later u become charcoal! :D
ky hahaha hello piggy!
ber its with me . haha. cos kaiyin ask me pass to u in choir.
deb LOL FINE LOR THEN WHAT I BECAME COOL OVERNIGHT! HAHA =P
kathleen! hahahaha yah i know u instructor kathleen. LOL. haha i changing my skin soon le. but if u use mozilla then can see. hehehe.


hmmm happy birthday shannon! (:
hahaha. ANWS> today was so funny. i realised i spent my day with all the rcy ppl! :D lol. and after sch stayed back to plan the noticeboard thing, and umm OMG WE CAME UP WITH 3M'06's STEAMBOAT FOR CNY! (x cool right! copyrighted (: currently look for SOMEONE WHO CAN PROVIDE A FUNCTION ROOM/STAYS IN LANDED PROPERTY!

okok. then later decided to do homework with kelly liukun deb and another girl! HAHAHA and ANABELLA! she's so funny. hohoho.

i can't wait for oac!


i know we could have done better today. alot alot alot alot much better! but nvm we shall all try harder! and make sure pe lessons go well smooothly! hahaha. must tie tie tie everyday then read read read everyday. cos their safety in our hands now. and we must not go wrong!
anabella the monitress (a.k.a atm) is staying back on mon so we discussing how to do it. cos i got no choir on that day! :D i hope things gets right.

can u imagine! sarah teh is sick today la! >< ytd night she still call me to tell me what to bring etc. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. GET WELL SOON (:

anws. i think jess got serious time estimation. 7.30 become 7. PRO NOT! hahaha.

and MY MATONG rocks today can! omg. she's doing quite well! (:

no disappointment again. i must talk to myself again. .....

then went to eat lunch with weiting lyana alicia and jess.
i must say. ALICIA IS SO ZI LIAN! HAHAHAHHAA. and omg she stays in sengkang! lol.


i think the height thing got problem lor! -.-
sophia is 166 and i stand beside her. NOT MUCH DIFF OKAY.
nvm im like 40.8kg! :D yay gained weight! hahaha!
i think mr ronnie goh is funny. hehehhee. anws. wheres our class blog mr sng! >< he say he will make de la. aiyo. hahahaha.

anws. im getting more stressed day by day. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! and im damn tired la. like i yawn every moment in class. haha . but in ms angelina's tan class cannot yawn! she talk so fast i also cannot catch her words le still yawn! :P

i realised the consequences of responsibility.

choir. WAHLAO DID ANYONE OF U SEE US JOG! 5 rounds around sports hall for starting choir 5 min late. and erm for us leaders 6. cos ok well its our fault. TRUDY AND XUEMIN CAME BACK! <333333333 (: and she's quite in a bad mood. but oh wells. yah la. sigh. i really dun want choir to collapse. cos once we dun get g/o/h in syf 07 SOME SCHS sure say alr lor. zzzzzz. ANWS! elizabeth got 3 positions in choir now can! hahaha (:


like what i told jess, since im like not as good as the rest of some of them, i must strive harder to make up for my no-good-ness (IF THERES SUCH A WORD) ! and be a better person (:


30 sec ones in the list! HAHAHA! so angry. its like they supposed to be outside mph by TWO PM. guess what. when we went at 2 NOBODY WAS THERE.
and like the people start strolling in! STROLL CAN!
and ask them to find their class say so many many times. SO SLOW.
thats why we ended late.
and nurin was so mean she say hi to yunmin nv say hi to me COS SHE CANNOT SEE ME cos according to her im too skinny ):
and suria went to my class to BOO me and i scream and mrs choo was just there! zzz.
have a math homework today ><
and jessica arnanta tjung is having her band auditions today! HAHA GOOD LUCK! (:

and i had my lunch at 4+ today again. sad can!


anws i know why something happened le. feel quite betrayed. nvm. and i found out something too! which is erm half good half bad? hahaa.

I HAVEN ORDER THE A MATH FILES COS PPL HAVEN CONFIRM WITH ME YET ZZZZZZZ! die.

oh oh . and ate at macs with sophie and cher and evan and jeannie!
they were telling us erm if u mix chilli and maiyo and coke tgt. there will be heat.
so they mixed it and i was feeling their heat. and asking them their sci can be trusted not.
THEN THEY PUSH MY HAND DOWN LAH.
my hand smells of chilli now man! wth..
but i took my revenge! HAHAHA.
and sophie's wallet so interesting ... (: i saw something!

later must call liukun for timetable! hehehe.


OKAY.
first day of sch was nice! no lessons what! got mrs choo for e math! :D yay! wo xi huan (:
hahahaha.
chi tchr. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. i m s ogonna fail my o's this year. hehe.

AND TODAY WAS SEC ONE CHOIR AUDITION!
those who got shortlisted all like go soprano! :D hahahahahaha LALALALALALA.
there's this girl call simin! very cute (: hahaha and her attitude damn good la. monitress of 1O.
and 1I is super efficient. yay.

my mum says i have to cut down on my online surfing. BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
and qixuan! :D i found that two piece of puzzle! HOHO!


HAHAHA MY COMP IS WORKING AGAIN!
:D
yups. 3M! hahaha
im sitting with cheryl now. LOL.
thats not the point. the point is.
I CAN USE MSN/WINDOWS MESSENGER LIKE FINALLY! LOL.
shall update later (:


now that we know ruiwen's computer is screwed, i'm actually taking bets on how long is she gonna take to get her computer repaired. who wanna bet!

1-5 days: 1/9999999999999999
1week: 1/9999999999999999 (1 less 9!)
1-2 weeks: 1/100
2-3 weeks: 1/50
3-4 weeks: 1/35
1month-2 months: 1/20

forever: 1/0.00000000001 (wonder who will bet this)

CMON CMON BETS POST ON THE TAGBOARD!

(p.s. currency might be in monopoly money, rupiah, or anything the creator wants =D )


HAHAHA. RUIWEN'S COMPUTER IS SCREWED. BECAUSE SHE WENT TO REFORMAT NOW CANNOT COME ONLINE .

SO.. HERE IS

-a mystery person-

helping her blog!

(pardon my lousy english)

okay. so ruiwen want to tell all the person out there that:

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL and THANK ALL FOR THE SMSES <33 (whats this <33? can someone tell me?)
and school is starting haha!

she also want to saying that her computer is working not so dont not bother to finding her online.

she also want to says sorry to jess that she cannot send worksheet over to you.

she also want to saying that she want to see you guys on school.

lastly, she say also she want to let 3M rock the batch. (although i am not knowing why she want to says ROCK. wad rock mean? why cannot use STONE or pebble or boulder?)

of course, she ends with a

"=)"

what does that mean ?! equals and a bracket? walao, all your singaporean language damn hard to understand.


(p.s. i think your that singer.. sun yanzi is VERY GOOD! =D SHE ROCKS.. S.H.E ALSO ROCKS! (: )