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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

the 3-2-1 thing is really damn funny.
ANWS>
hehe. we din ask about the redbull thing la aiyo ahah nvm.

I JUST RMBED, thurs our 10x80. like OH MY G OD we are so freaking screwed but sigh yahs hahahahaha. lets see.
im lazy now. im not doing anything constructive.
bought new sch shoes today. means my mum wun have to wash my shoes and dry them using dryer anymore. and she will be damn happy. since its her money anws. HAH.
i feel like sleeping.
julynn is sleeping now la.
aiyo.
hahaha.
so many ppl give so many comments on my new hair. hahahahaha.
mumu is gonna snip hers today too!
i think cut finish le LOL AHAHHA LAUGH LAUGH LAUGHS.

im tired.
ifonlyicanlieonyourshouldersHAHA.
its like so MI.

anws.
HOW.
amathamathamath!


days check: 4 (:
YAY MY DAD FOUND A 11 YRS OLD REALLY SWISS THE BRAND THE KNIFE LOL!
x)

anws
i failed my first test (apart from english) in cedar.
GEOG ELECTIVE.
congrats to me? haha.

im tempted to ask my mum buy me nano HEHE.

anws.
i snipped my hair.
shorter than julynn's LOL.
and thank you jul for helping me buy the two fbt shorts!!!!! LOVE YOU.

NGANA. NGANA. NGANA. YAH NA.
i just realised qx's rabbit named finfin died 5 days ago.


HAHA. errrr lets see.
busy busy week.
quite screwed up tho.
ytd went celebrate those two ppl's bday hHEHEE.
okay. yah.
i got sunburnt on my neck and ropeburn on my fingers.
-.-

i realised jappy is very right. next time i feel tired i shld just slp and forget about my dear math.
cos.
ytd night i spent 2 hours doing that log wrksht 2.
and 5 out of 10 questions are wrong.
this morning, i spent 30min.
everything is correct.
HAHAHAHA.

5 more days!

i bloggedhop some sec3 cedarians blogs, why everybody dreading oac ):
NVM.
I06 (:


i have quite little time now, so errr. yah.
weiting made me realise some thing,
oac is only next fri, soon, everything will end on next next wed.

that's the end.

we no longer need to come school early to set up stations, no longer have refreshers' course, no longer have time to come tgt and do certain things, no longer get to conduct belay school, no longer need to belay.

soon, everything's turned into our memories.

the only time for us to treasure our last time as instructors together, is during oac.
but in 6 days, everything WILL end.

just like how we were on high when hearing that we got selected for ltc, how we got to know our groupmates and more friends, how the indigo and echo association came about, how we went through all our belay school and then go for ltc, how we did all our high e and low e and orienteering and campfire and all, how indigo strived even some people blah blah, how ltc came to an end, how tears were shed upon and during and even after the selected list of ppl for interview crushed us, how they announced the people in the end, how we began to worry about our belay school, how we counted down like 50+ more days to oac, and now, we are reaching our last belay school and it's just 9 more days.

i LOVE you guys <33


weiting told her class inspiring stuffs. about how this is the one and only time.
she made super great sense.

these days are really tiring. with like 3 tests AT LEAST every week, i can hardly breath.
sometimes i wonder why we strive so hard in life, and ytd after knowing some things from collin in fact we have some common things that happened to us.

sometimes i wonder what will life be for me without these all things, i've changed, alot from p6, to sec2, to now what i m.
i should just learn as i grow.

i wun forget.






ireallywantyoutoaccompanymethruallthisbloodyshit,butsomehowwearealltryingtocatchupwithharshlife,youdunevenknow.






HAHA.
jessica ask me why i never update.
i SHALL now.

yes if u seen me cried like shit on friday, i did.
but its all over.

IM GONNA START MY LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN.

we shall all jiayou together, and go thru all this bloody lives together!
NO ONE SHALL BE SAD ANYMORE.





if only its the case

i shall mug hard, try my best for everything. and not turn back and say i could have done better.
i shall be sastified with certain of my marks, even if they mean lousier than some classmates, for i mustn't forget where i m now, 3m.
i shall grow and learn with everybody, and smile!


thanks to whoever who like hear me talk alot alot of stuffs over msn / phone for being such a good listener. i really appreciate these alot. (:

ANWS. i think that readon's mum's words very helpful.
hehe.

sometimes i think its alright to fail a few tests, like what ms chng said!

today chemistry was fun!! we bombarded her with alot alot of questions, and she went in depth chemistry x) then i asked her why if O and H form OH then H pulled by Cl then when Cl taken away by distillation or something then how H go back to OH, then she asked the class whether they know what i saying not, whole class went " NOOOOOOOO" but she understands ok! LOL. i think she rocks today!

if some ppl din see whats in our sch foyer, GEO O LEVEL 2005 RESULTS.
omg lah.
the best class's msg were 7.7, 7.8 and 8.8 i think. somewhere there. COW> means everyone get like all a1s la!!!!!!!!!
the total average was 10.6!!!!!!!
means cedar is still in BAND ONE!!!! x)

yayness! i shall continue finishing my notes.
i know im slow.
but SOMEHOW, i will regain my form.
and in SOMEWHERE, i will shine!

perhaps, its time to be happy.


today is a wonderful day (:
just that my sunflower still isnt blooming.
YAY I FEEL SO LOVED! <33


HEHEHHEE>
ok yup as guessed im gonna blog about the recee
our wonderful spot. x)
and jess's marvellous idea that made HIM smile LOL LOL LOL!
haahahaha.
and our thousand legged worm! one for all all for one! HEHEHEHE. :D
yup and all was cool and funny.
AHHHHHHH I JUST LOVE TODAY!
we forgot the tell mrs woo thousand legged worm looks like I = ___________ (:


okay guess what.
i think i dun love 3m in a way. as in. i dunno its like everybody's so freaking smart and like ahhh get it? i cannot stand it.
i cannot stand not being at the top.
i cannot stand myself being such a slacker.
i cannot stand EVERYTHING.

anws we got in campfire auditions!

as i was telling some ppl, and some ppl were telling me. i chose it man. no turning back.
i gotta live with it, tell myself i CAN.
lol.

maybe some of u guys think its serious mood swing. i tell you. its NOT. cos it's been 2months 8 days alr.
i've been in hell everyday.
yet i know i can't let go.
for it's the stupidiest thing to do.
and i want to get into my dream jc.

-
ANWS>
lessons were fun after recess today! cos all talking about o's and jc and jc life and poly and uni and courses to take! LOL.
x)
and mr goh is so funny lah comb his hair fo nothing LOL!!!!

national top is from CEDAR GIRLS' SECONDARY SCHOOL! x)
girl u know. HEEEEHEEEEEE.


what's a balance between cca and studies?


whatever.


roses are expensive. MAN. hahaha. i lost my list >.<
i just had a new inspiration YAY!


anws, ytd the campus superstar so stupid lah. both of them CAN sing and i mean they really can sing and yet, they're out.
nevermind i HOPE got fanshensai! (:
and they deserve to be IN.
and ytd both of them sing so nice!!!! and i think that qx'sbro'sfriend that hci guy falsetto DAMN PRO! ahhhhhhh. next week yvonne is singing!



off to mug! HEEHEE. think i'll be online at 10. till then!




may i ask, what is this on my chi tuition paper HOR x))




today was. HAHAHA. i reached sch at 6.20 AM or before that -.-
cos jess wants me to come at 6.30 -.-
so whe nshe finally arrived. we sat down.
GUESS WHO COMES IN!
(: her fav!
anws. HEHE. there's this big tree leave in front of us. and both the tchrs and suria asked whether its ours -.-
LIKE DIAOS!

had our eng timed assignment. SIANS AH! tmr is SUMMARY and chi ct! DIAOS.
anws. hehehehe. jogging was BAD.e area of bones below my chest around rib cage suddenly hurt so much. then 2nd round halfway got to walk -.- so shi bai can. then i suddenly like cannot breathe cos breathing makes it damn pain.

ok. so after that had amath! miss lau was damn funny. HEHE. cos she cannot talk. she wrote on the board
a) too fast?
b) too slow?
c) ok?

C!!!!!!! hahaha x) then stayed back for oac06campfireauditions. HOPE WE MAKE IT. anws its like. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. nvm. but biru expression when we never thank her YET was SO CUTE AND FUNNY i almost burst out laughing! HEHE. we wun forget u one la! (:

ah.

im such an unresponsible freak.


thanks ALOT collin and chenyang for vandalising my paper lah!!! -.-


today, was kind of good. i was like waking up at 6.20?! -.- wth can! lucky today no duty. i just felt so tired and like couldnt pull myself out of bed. too tired. hahaha. then like left home at 6.40. and duh missed my sch bus. and like wth hahaha lucky i wasnt late tho i msged cheryl i will be late for sure -.- LOL!

belay sch was kind of good except for sunita incident. suni take care okayyyyyyyyyyy (: and stupid i din eat recess. hahaha. sarah teh and bella abandoned me lah -.-
oh then hahaha after school was sooooooo funny! went around SEEING other classes oac items. x) tsks!!! yiying so mean lah shooo us away. haha. and suria and i think its patricia so mean to gillian . pooor gillian. HAHA. and suria and i forgot who went marching around the corridor la hehehehehe!
3P borrowed mini hi fi set lor. hahaha.
I LIKE OUR CLASS DANCE. ITS QUITE NICE HAHAHAHA x)
and the singing was okay! (: beware of glass items. later auditions then halfway mirror break ah LOL!

if anyone realised bella's shirt. (:

and kathleen is smiling abit le hahaha not dao anymore eh!

edited on 0502 bella wants me to remove first portion (:


sometimes life gets too busy and screwed up, and a certain someone you're looking for isn't there too.


i just need a break from EVERYTHING.


I REALLY NEED TO VENT MY ANGER NOW! HERE!

CMON LAH SHE THINK SHE VERY PRO IZZIT. LIKE ZZZ THE OTHERS ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN LOR HER. WHAT, ASK ME COPY OUT MY COMPO AT 12AM? SHE THINK I NO NEED TO SLEEP AH, BANG WALL CAN! -.- SHE THINK THAT PPL ARE AS FREE AS SHE IS WHEN SHE IN SECONDARY SCHOOL AH? SO STUPID CAN! LIKE THANKS ALOT LAH YOU EFFING WOMAN.

oh wells since i always talk back to her, bleahs lah see how i fail this subject this year. she can even be so biase so be it. i just want my a1 in o's express chinese.

hmmmph! im angry ok. do not provoke me any further.



anws HAHA my buddy stephie FAILED to stalk me home (: LOL! ahhhh.

btw, QUINCY, my friend says she got a friend who looks like YOU! LOL HAHAHAHHAAHA LALALALA x)





i really hate school now.
lim ruiwen please WAKE UP, you can't let your studies crash. you can't let your singing go downhill, HAVE BETTER TIME MANAGEMENT PLEASE!