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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

as expected, i screwed up my biology test. don't ask me why, i dun know too x)
anyways today we had term1's birthday babies' cake x)
OMG CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE ! nice and thick and creamy and fattening!
wo xi huan! ahahaha.
mr sng's damn nice, but i think we're gonnna get like pampered. DIE. hahaha.
nvm i think ss rocksss more than geog why did i even choose geog man! sighs la. hahaha!!

during english in comp lab pinnxian was damn suaned by me and i guessed i made a big big fool out of myself.
must rmb to take picture of CEDAR TOILET tmr x) (its a hinttttttt 3m! )
i love jamie and their article it totally pwns la HAHAHA.


yay. im back home now i feel like sleeeeeeeeping but have to do zuowen and later have tuition. they're gonna die man. i've decided to blow my temper. WHOCARESMAN!

after bio test, went town with cheryl,sara,jul and huiyi.
main point: to get a bottle of drink la -.-
then go le. then went to p/s with huiyi to shoppppppppppp.
jess and alicia! i got your presents le! HAPPY NOT x)
then we saw jolene (yes my fellow indigoer <333! and kelly and xiuxian.
wahlao kelly finding cheapest food! LOL. hahahaha. i showed jolene jess's present she admits its gay NVM HAHAHAH x) thats the purpose what. gay presents for gay people.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!
cos they have HEATS babeeeee!

wonder if they got in, since er BELLA LAST RUNNER LEH! x)
(this is super praising bella i hope she doesnt reads this if not get ego again :D )

friday's coming! can't wait to see my two pigs and the big bad wolf (rmb we said xuemin was the big bad wolf somewhere last yr? HAHA)



when WE WERE younger <3


sara eeyore gives people surprises! LOL.
nvm thanks the food anws x) HAHA.








i wrote it down with a pen, tada, i had much more confidence now. LOL.


YO!
hahaha today i was feeling high. for duno what reason.
lets see. CHEM o.O why she always like to call my name!!! for like duno what reasons. then a math she also everyday call my name. SHEESH LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
english was okay, i din know there's test until like 10min before eng lesson. i mean i know. i tot its like erm NEXT WEEK?

x)
dou jiang wo li hai le!
yes yes sophie i love to eat it too :D

YAY!!!!!! quincy made my day today. hahaha. ANWS.
i counted money ytd. i got enough money for all of your presents! it includes jess ali matong sharr and i tot of what to buy for them!
and april still got collin jiani kengchong bella japheth! (if i missed anyone of yours out tell me okay hahaha)
DIE.
may still got jialing and nvm think until here first.
sheesh.
why my piggy bank doesnt lay golden eggs.
NVM.
yay. i realised there's alot of similar souls like me. nvm. hahaha. (infer yourself. :D )

if i din mention, wahlao i like that purse okay. sheesh. hahaha. NVM, there's a way out!!! i dun really need to OWN it tho. hahaha.
EEYORE la o.O

ytd i ate banana cake, got diarrohea 3 times.
today, i ate banana cake again.
HOPE NOTHING HAPPENS x)
and i bought cookies and chocs and drinks for later! HEEHEEE.
lichu must be horrified upon witnessing what i bought at the minimart near our house just now. LOL.
i started to practise piano 3 days back. cos i din wanna study. din study too. hahaha.

i like cher's that bag lor. nvm thats random. tmr fulldress rehearsal diaos!


1212821, thts what i used to be.
now its all a pile of shit!

hahahaha math tuition was DAMN INTERESTING! x)
finally thrashed those people. and caught up with our marks.
i calculated with jialing, to beat the irritating people, we need to lead by 10 marks EVERY LESSON! 10 lessons from now :D
then HAHAHA i can laugh loudly! cd somemore la. a bunch of irritating erm BEAVERS! hahaha.

jialing is highly suspicious. she cut out an article with jteo's pic on it. like HAHA -.-
so lame and showed it to us.
i mean who wil lrealise such a small pic, other than erm nicolasyee x)

yay. i haven forgotten what i want. so im gonna buck up hahahaha!
yesyes everybody's stressed but people we can make it!
speech day performance is on SAT. i hope nothing happens to the plates. i will get killed first.
yup but still, prayers helps!


HAHA!
ldrs invest today rocked la. LOL. x)


quite busy nowadays. i conclude that i have bad time management. but anws.

why 3M never get selected for the two trips to indo and thai respectively lor!
i mean there's no reason why we aren't qualified or something.
PLAIN UNFAIR!
>.<
HMMMMMMMMMMPH.
(not as if i think i can go due to you-know-what anyways)

i feel sad for readonteh i mean like sheesh man ITS SO UNFAIR.
tbs is plain stupid.
i told the story to nicole hahahahaa she agreed with me anws. LOL.
ehehe i think nicole so funny LOL.

ANWS.
i screwed both my tests today. STUPID.
and qx haven find out for me what i want to know yet! x)

i mean, hahahaha, i love chocolates! (:
but i need toc ut down on food now, all for presents. SHEESH. hahahaha.

YAY. i forgot all about my lunch. cos its sooup noodles. wanted it to cool down, now its half an hour le -.- DIE. hahaha blog later. CIAO`


i forgot to mention that ytd huihong sophia and peirong is nice to pei me and watch me eat dao huey (dou hua!) HAHA! x)
and suddenly at 8+PM sophia smsed me say she feel like eating -.-

AND when we eat finish walking to pp station me and sophia were singing lian ren wei man (s.h.e) throughout la. and ppl like staring at us.
miraculously, she sang the high voice while i was lost singing the low voice. LOL.
okay, we talked quite alot la. why sophia you stay in hougang -.- if not can talk more! HEHEEE.

im still thinking,

ANWS> sohappy that zhiyang got in. I HOPE HE WINS THE FINALS OK. x)
and readon says im crazy over him, im like not, HAHA! (in case qixuan sees this)

and and and 3p moved to container classroom ok. SO JEALOUS. see la now smantha and jessicashen separated by 4 levels. SO SAD RIGHT :(

im supposed to be studying for physics but as usual im online again. ytd i wasted one whole day talking online hahaha.
and tmr i got tuition at night so i can't study.
THATS IT.

i was playing the piano just now, some jay chou song, and i realised my ankle's damn pain when holding the pedal.
- the result of improper pedal lessons since young x)
i think im ABIT inspired to practise piano by yunmin and eli -.- PRO PEOPLE.
kaiyin when u coming back cedarrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

thanks jas for the brownie! SO NICE AHAHAHHA :D


saraSIM calls me eeyore tail for DUNO WHAT REASON can! -.-
tian ah. hahaha. i realised i haven reply my angel's letter!
ANWS.
changed sitting position today HAHAHAHA im sitting with jiani x) YAY!
and sarahteh got braces!
perhaps its due to not seeing them for a week, i tot many ppl did something to their hair when they din,
but nvm, HAHAHAA x)

crazy people. anws.

i admit im scared about something not being confirmed and like bleahhh ahhaha since when did i have so little confidence of myself. I CAN DO IT DE RIGHT x)

days without choir seemed weird. haha.


CHOIR CAMP 06 ! x)

hahaha. games was generally ok except there were screwups.
thankfully, theres YUNMIN (:
she makes things possible.
ANWS.
haahah.
ytd had cabbage ball!
it means captains ball just that the ball is a cabbage. u know, cabbage the leaf peels off very easily.
THATS IT! - the purpose.
cos by the end of the games, everybody was left with the small little bud to play with, cannot even see properly la! :D
played for evonne's grp during semi finalsHAHA cos not enough ppl.
8-7. but very fun! x)
novabelle and priscilla are like PRO-ED PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEE!

dr wong came AGAIN!
hahaha she's like really damn pro, her voice is super good and super LOUD.
one voice of hers is like as loud as one choir.
learnt alot x)

im stuck with many homework now.
NVM.
i can do it :D


200th post!
haha.

went eli house to prac ngana ytd!
OKAY.
my junior says that she can hear us la -.-
she stays opp block and 5 storeys higher btw
WTH.
i dun believe this.

today's eileen's ballet exammmmmmmmmm.
aw.
hahaha.
she says she nv wear tutu to exam >.<
bu hao wan de!
x)


it's a FACT that we drifted apart. bleah. THINGS CHANGE WHAT. its not even anything like last time. i dunno what to do anymore. all i want is more concern. is that so difficult?


or maybe we're just too busy.
i dun want separate ways.

why?


ok.
i shall blog about my burning fire incident.
ITS NOT PLAYING.
i wanted a border for my banyueji you see. so i started taking a lighter and light the paper.
SUDDENLY.
the fire got bigger.
so i tot its good cos burn more.


THEN.

it got even bigger.
burning my sink alr.
then i panic.
i open the tap trying to put it out.

WATER MAKES FIRE EVEN BIGGGER!
so i no choice.
i huff and puff and blow the fire out.
and i almost died cos of the fumes.

SMELLY.

TADA.

the whole paper is gone (:


lesson learnt: never play with fire.

and cos, NOBODY TOLD ME THEY ALWAYS USE JOSS STICK TO DO THE TRICK -.-


WHOEVER WHO WANTS TO ATTEND NJC CHOIR CONCERT TELL ME.
venue: njc
date: 31march
time: 730 (at night)
price: 6 bucks.
YUPPPPPP.

xuemin better thank me for this. HAHAHAHA.
whoever who wanna go JUST TELL ME.
its quite cheap. HAHAHA.
ANWS.
today is BORING.
i spent my day like stoning at home again. key word: AGAIN.
okay.

i figured out term2 would be much better.
with less choir practise to take up my time.
and there will be no more gg to sch early for setups.
and this sucks.
cos i cannot see amusing jessica arnanta tjung trying to greet him every morning at 6.30.
damn, i miss that.



SO FOLKS. ITS ENCOURAGED THAT YOU GO GO GO GO FOR THE CONCERTTTTT HAHAHA! x)

(when m i even promoting it when im not even in njc -.- haha. imagine if cedar choir's concert come i think i will force everyone i know to buy ticks la. LOL. this is not funny. you're not to laugh )

SO.
im pissed with a certain someone for a certain thing that certain someone did.

anws.
i wanted to say.
I MISS MY PIGGIES AND THE BIG BAD WOLF! ): .
tho i never regretted not gg ip.
except for the tablet thing HAHA.
wahlaooooooooooooooo. i want to go out with them.
KAIYIN, SEE THIS. HAHAHA.


hmmm.
hahaha/
ok. today at math tuition.
i could have flared up man.
so what if i missed 4 tuitions in a row and THEIR group is like so many points.
also no need to keep saying CEDAR DE CEDAR DE.
and i dun even know them how they know my sch -.-
irritating guys.

ANWS.
i think im eating too much now.
HAHA. i shall go jogging from tmr onwards x)
i realised that holidays aint holidays anymore.
im missing so many ppl!
esp instructors06. HAHA. as jess said, I SERIOUSLY DUN MIND GG BACK TO CAMP WITHOUT LESSONS AND LABRADOR PARK!
but seriously jessica arnanta tjung, how the hell are we gonna make our way up THERE?
thats abit crazy right.
weiting is so funny this afternoon.
a PARTICULAR leader is making 3 instructors nuts.
HEHEHE.

i am currently waiting for my hair to grow. I SHALL NEVER CUT IT AGAIN.
till next yr if BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!
i want my watch LAH!
and my mp3!
i sound so materialistic.
i want v3i too!
the only counsol i have is that readon teh is always worse than me in terms of materialism.
SO.
tada (:

SMILES TO PEOPLE WHO ARE FEELING LOW OUT THERE.
THERE'S ALWAYS FRIENDS BY YOUR SIDE!
x)
(:
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XD
xP
:0)
:D
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we were strangers, starting out on a journey....


i shall continue the rest of the 3 days later on.
but now,
i want to thank I2, Z2, and 3M (:
you guys rocksssssssssssssss!

and of cos instructors 06!!!
for being like understanding and patient and stuff and bearing with me?
and lending me a shoulder to lean on haha and always being there for me!
we've been thru thick and thin now. I MISS OAC LAH! weishan is campsick. SO AM I!
LOVE EVERYONE LOADS!!!!!! we shld all work hard tgt even now!
and debby for sleeping BESIDE (not WITH, cos i t sounds wrong la haha) me always and waiting for me for shower.
and kelly for livening my mood with ur jokes HAHA! X)
and EVERYONE basically.
instructors06 ROCKS!
& OALS 06 too!
for like being encouraging and stuff and talking to us. like that night the obs department and ldr dhilshad talked to us and it was really that that made me feel so much better.
and the chiefs! for the talk and acm for the talk to around 8 of us in the middle of the night and acm for the talk to some in 3M and that afternoon when u all attempted to make me laugh with ldr dhilshad's pig joke.
ldr karmun for letting me and adlin ENTERTAIN you during AR and your letter to 3M!
ldr clara for writing on my plate? LOL.
and erm PEPSI COLA. haaha!
and alot alot alot more. hahahaha. a big big thank you!


oac2006!

haha can u believe it i only knew i was taking I2 at like 11AM on the day itself la!!! freaked me out like mad.
anws.
HEHEHEHE..
started off dayONE with LE and games with I2!
i think I2 is damn enthu in LE and games.
esp the PRISCILLA SHEEP, SYIKIN SHEEP during guide-me-home!
AHAHAHA x)
and during the walls leader sye yuet made them pull me up too la -.-
YAY BUT THEY DID IT!
im SO PROUD of I2 for LE/games! (:

then we went for atronomy at 6!
i shall skip the theory part, jump straight to stars! they're niceR! hahaha.
i guess the sky was like damn good and can see so many stars.
and the saturn thing with its ring and moons look SO FAKE CAN!
and i guessed all the classes enjoyed the toilets man. haha.

did my santry duty with vicky! hehehe. 4-6. with ldr sumitra, ldr cheryl, ldr jessica.
i tell u the campers sleep at night right, their position is SO FUNNY!
can't rmb who but there was one that is really funny.

dayTWO
my last day with I2!
PT WAS FUN! cos we went to do causualty PT!
hehehe. then we invented some very lame game. its like they have to roll their hands and then have 10 counts and put scissors/paper/stone! HEHE.
but its like, yirong eileen yunmin all sick ok.
sigh la!

went for cruise later on. HAHA. there were no casualty! tho me myself felt like vomitting la lol. TORTOISE ISLAND!!!!
the guide told us some interesting stories anws. hehe.
we got to go up a level and enjoy the breeze! (:
ANWS>
there is alot of tortoise at the tortoise sanctuary la!!!!!!!
i finally know the diff between tortoise, turtle, and terrapin. HEHEHE.
then we won the throwing down of egg thingy!
when i went for my 2nd cruise the guide told us only like less than 5 groups did it by day3!
then later i think its day4 they said something about the ship being burnt down? LOL then cannot go -.-
so funny la!

then at 1 we did pet rocket. HEHE.
i guess its fun standing there and kana splashed by the effect of thrusting rocket. LOL.
and some really flew very far la!
then we got like so much extra time started talking to the others.
and we made them promise their field cooking later on will be good and creative and it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
esp 3P la!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god their food is like walk 10 metres away can smell.
cos got PRO bbq-er what! x)
then 3I their food also quite nice altho alot of oil but very nice!!!!!!

then later in the night have knots and lashings!
luckily biru helped me!
wanted to die esp for double figure of 8 and the time is like so constrained and like alicia and miang only can like teach 2 lashings kind of thing.
anws to I2,
its not your fault for ur shelter cos i alr tot its damn good considering the time u guys had to construct it and learn the lashings (: JIAYOU OK!


no more I2.
but as i told them in the letter, they really very enthu lor! and like i find them damn good and nice and they make my life easier alot! X)
I LOVE I2! and also 3P and I1 and I3 and the respective class attached instructors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33
alicia is so gong! hahaa!

day3!
with 3z2!
at first i was quite scared la cos like they alr spent two days with wanning and adlin and one day for kelly then maybe i cannot be accepted or something but omg haha they damn enthu la!!!!!!!!!
cos CSZ were always tgt.
C - banana song!
S - mohaka! haha.
first act,
pet rocket! their rockets all shoot like damn far and alot were beyond the boundary la!
luckily dun have ppl shoot up into the tree like PI or shoot into the runway almost hitting ppl.
HEHHE.

something quite major happened during field cooking.
their whole marcoroni spilled la.
din see what happened.
but still, its experiences that make us learn!!!!!!!
C and S were damn nice la they donated so much food cos 3Z was unfull and 3S even cook for them a whole pot of marcoroni.
THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR!

haha then they went cruise.
cos first time i went cruise no casualty at all.
then abit the unprepared.
dun talk to me about this cruise la.
but anws very fun when we reached tortoise island cos we walked about with abi, berenice and we went by the sea la. hahaha.
LEADER DHILSHAD IS SO FUNNY LA!
they were taking her poses and its like, really laugh out loud! x)
then chief helped me wanning kelly take picture!
YAY. haha.
(and during the trip we drank pepsi LOL)

then at 6 we went for night hike!
like yay finally no repeated activity.
me kelly fadilah went tgt! hahaha. with ldr sye yuet and ldr xiuqi.
wahlao fadilah's torch rocks man! so bright.
we went by the lake and saw things bubbling and went crocodile! hahaha.
then saw alot of plants. the thing is, fadilah keep saying her house there got her house there got.
PLANT FREAK LAH!
then the guide told us the history of kent ridge park. so nice but its abit the freaky.
imagine standing on the bridges at night so much breeze and hear stories about hundreds of ppl dying.
EEEKS!
ahaha.

if im not wrong, this is the day when we got extra milo at night.
ITS DAMN NICE LOR THE MILO!!!!!!! yay x)
first day i slept with weiting on bed, 2nd day with debby on bed!
and after that mostly sleep with debby on floor!
floor so cold X)


two. two. two!
haha.