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Monday, July 31, 2006

i seriously feel like dying now.
why on earth do i have so much to do, always?
and im damn pissed for some kuku reasons i dun know why the hell.


I PASSED ENGLISH o.O
omg.
hahaha!

why the hell do i always notice whether you are online not ><

back to mugging!


FINALLY, i finished the dumb eng portfolio at 12.20 AM this morning and logged off mwahahahaha!
readon says im ungirly cos girls do not write on tech stuff, STEREOTYPE lah!

random fact1: mel den me created a joint blog!
random fact2: i din go for math tuition for the 4th time this month >.<
random fact3: jessica is asking me chem now like wth!
random fact4: serene says st nicks choir started on syf songs!
random fact5: serene is as blur as denyse, or even blurrer!

HAHAHAHAA. okay. hmmmmm. tomorrow's a monday! which means. nothing. LOL.

AHHHHH i still miss a bit of choral fest. oh well. chris said something quite true. something about its funny that only after choral fest then we start knowing all the people. blah.

for some reasons, my leg muscles are hurting like shit even tho i din like jog or whatever. >.<

nothing to say. bye :D


sometimes life is, funny.

我们时常都会想，为什么某些东西是如此，为什么有些东西又不是如此。
生命里很多事物都如此奇妙。
“那么亲近的两个人竟然会失去联络”
很多东西，我们得用“心”来看。
你认为你身边最不起眼的事物，有一天可能变成你最喜欢的。
你认为你身旁不亲近的朋友，有一天可能成为你唯一一个依靠。
当你发现自己过得多“好”时，你可能才刚发现自己过的生活是如此的每意义。
当你发现自己的生活过得多么“悲哀”时，相反的，你可能是过得最有意义的人。
为什么我们要等到失去了，才懂得珍惜？
为什么当我们学会珍惜时已经太迟了。
难道我们就不能回到过去吗？
也许我们无法牢牢记住生命里每一分每一秒，但是，我们该好好地过着每一刻，
让这生无怨无悔。
当我们在嫉妒别人有的而我们没有的时候，我们不妨自己想想……
怎么活得快了些。


may lord bless all my choir friends having sorethroat like me (soph yunmin denyse!)

AHHHHHH, today was funky. hahaha mrs chia is so nice! she bought food for us when we went to see her for the lessons missed last week and let us eat outside staffroom! suddenly, i got nosebleed -.- wth. HAHAHAHA. she even offered to fetch us home when it started raining tho not knowing we're going choir afterwards. wahlao she rocks! din know she last time is HOD of maths in cedar but she quitted. hahahaha! =D

choir was funny. sec1s dancing. oh man i cannot have like audition next wed lah PLS i cannot even sing now. even i talk the voice also so "sexy" like wah tenor like that LOL. ah.

funny part of PE today. cos i couldnt do PE if not later develop into asthma i stood there. see, anabella got the ball from i think jasmine, holding the ball, she made a 360 degrees turn and throw the ball to someone else.

ANABELLA U PLAY BBALL ALSO SO STYLE! >.< :D

AHHHHH. i have SO MUCH TO DO THIS WEEKEND. poooh! nevermind time management! hahaha. today's lessons. HAHAHA. no chinese >.< sigh! next mon and tues got chinese paper omg omg. hahaha.

next mon i shall bring honey lemon for denyse! LOL. mr sng's honey is fully utilised.

hmmmmmmm.

btw, charmaine! ur LOVE story depressed me the whole morning okay. hahaha.
yay SHOULD be getting new phone this sunday! still deciding. afterall i have been ren-ing my current phone for very long. i mean it keeps auto on-ing and off-ing and on-ing in classes OMG o.O and goes to silent mode and exits silent mode itself. AHHH! so irritating. muahaha.



life with a thousand pictures. which picture is your life?


wohoo my voice is coming back. but yes i still cannot sing. >.would someone buy me an organiser for yr 06/07 pretty please? ;D
i think i need to PLAN seriously. okay. hahahaha.
amc was even more zz. at least i got first 10 questions correct enough le HAHAHA.
let's see. im worried for my eng. according to information, 3N's highest only 31/50 and 15 passed.
sigh.
i learnt that the sch's so pro in acting for guests to see, eg, national day. thanks alot la.
BLEAH.

i figured out that my mum owes me 50 bucks HAHAHA. wow im rich. =X later people come rob me. AH.

no i shouldn't give up myself just like that.

neither shld i give you up. okay.

okay im getting more and more disappointed in myself. but i'm already making effort for my work. stop complaining that i come online everyday. can you see im doing my HOMEWORK? thank you. stop saying im not doing them all you care is work work and work. since when were you home to see me doing homework?

AHHH YES YES pls do not make us go back during the hols hahaha ;D 4th-6th september! for this im gonna FINISH yes i said finish and it's real all my holiday homework on the 3rd!

okay.
reasons why i should be happy.
01. cos there's God.
02. cos i look bad frowning
03. cos i passed my math
04. cos tmr's a friday!
05. cos im gonna get newphone soon!
06. cos i figured out emath myself without seeing mrs choo
07. cos we're having a chalet! <3
08. cos there's choir1 in this world
09. cos i've got great friends
10. cos christopher had the same happenings today as me (jinx!)
11. cos math makes me happy!
12. cos there's food on earth
13. cos im gg church this sunday
14. cos im making an effort

i shouldn't be happy cos
01. no mass convo today!
02. i screwed AMC up
03. japheth din screw AMC up (walao! hahaha)
04. my voice is not suitable for singing, still


update later!


i am terribly shocked by the extent it can go.
i am terribly shocked by myself.
tmr's gonna be another shocking one. how wonderful!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so it seems like you din care a bit, no bit at all. like i care? fine i wun care if you care. i wondered if you ever asked yourself why are things in such way that even i couldn't comprehend it.

okay.
yay choir1's gonna have a chalet YAY. ;D
perhaps that could keep me going for another um, 1 month? hahaha.

something char said struck me yesterday. can't quote exactly what she said but something to do with er fate? 有些东西，是你的就是你的，如果不是你的就永远都不会是你的。

i desperately wanna talk. after being silent for like what 5 days alr -.- omg. i realised that im talkative. ok. hahahaha cos i keep wanting to talk. LOL. pot of honey. hahaha who wants lemon honey i bring to sch tmr :D applicable to 3m only LOL. sade came and ask me "i tot you piglet then now u got honey" i wanted to laugh but cannot laugh hahaha.

一定会看到曙光的。有人说过会一直支持你，
只要相信！

it's difficult la. sigh omg. im damn sure i can represent sch go for the ngee ann thing hahaha laugh my ass off.
esp when i just failed a math paper.


i'm damn pissed already.

with myself.

yes. ruiwen so rocks for failing her chem test. i mean, okay so what if its a timed assignment sigh man. and omg im gonna get the first other grade for math first time in my life. yes, MATH. its math its math omg. it so, sucks. what about bio? if i get like 18/30 i will seriously, JUMP, for joy. yes.

thing is, i won't.

jus tlike what the freaking hell happened to you.
im sick and tired.

wow, that DEFINITELY served as a good spurting element for the upcoming tests, SO MUCH.



on the other hand, i want outing!!! :D




CHORAL FESTIVAL X ' 06.

choir1, love of my life!

everything ended as we sang tsubasa.

its like since may 22nd the first time we came together to practise and stuff without knowing anyone in particular there. until now that we know lots of friends already.

then the days in vch since monday where everyone skipped school for it >< i dunno how to say but I LOVE SOPS ALOT ALOT! :D like you people never failed to brighten up my life. and we could just talk like so easily and crap and critic and sing together!

its just so different.

the first time i seriously felt love in choir1 was when the dumb organiser wanted to strip off our walking-in part, which equates to spoiling our song already. just cos "i (she) don't even care whether we sing or not, i (she) just wants the show to follow well" for the G-o-H lah -.- and alot of us went up to thrash it out with her. yes, standing out for our own. fighting for our rights. and likely we did >.< thur night was simply magical.

first choir to start. first choir to end. we did it people. mrs wilson was like smiling grinning whatever clapping for us told us we did great! something that belongs to rightfully choir1, VEM KAN SEGLA FORUTAN VIND :D the song mrs wilson wrote, i say WROTE for choir1. which we're the only ones in the world who sing this song in this version on this night. (:

and we came back and cheered. it was just, something that made me felt so strong? ><
when we singing the last song its like wahlao the days back in may all came back all the way lah. if not for sops saying we cannot cry i think i alr cry le.

choral fest has ended. the bonds haven't. like lishan says in her note, " choir1 the greatest" (:

I REALLY WANT A GATHERING SOON AND THE CONTACT LISTTTTTT!

hahaha i dreamt of choral ex AGAIN. something like got what best choir award -.- hahah crap.


okay there's still chem and physics but whatever (:

HEHE/ denyse woman orange then orange la HAHAHAHA nicer than yours somemore you jealousss not :D

U KNOW WHATTTTTTTTT. i want monday to come quicker! :D


so much to do ):

amath wrksht + exercises + study!
emath exercises
chi yan jiang gao
bio- study!
ssgeog map questions + study!

learn scores....!

HAHAHA. wahlao. im so bored >.<

added song to my blog :D bu de bu ai by wilber pan :D hahaha! enjoy (:


reply tags :D
12th jul -

kaiyin! I KNOW THE SKIN IS NICE HAHAHA. you lousy dunno bingo its so funkaye!

char! duh i know hahahaha i choose one leh!

huiyi! hahaha oh i see :D

sing! thank you! :D:D:D:D:D and cheer up lah hahhah!

matong! i love you too, more than you love me HAHAHA(:

kaiyin! matong is a nice name LOL and pls dun not attempt to us my blog to promote TA thanks alot :D

denyse! hello muggerpolarsotongnut! you new addition to the original name, (lion's)DEN HAHAHA.

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seems like a hwa chong potential is emerging

err thanks alot weekeat -.- haha.

today we played abit bball i guess. HAHAHA. yay me sing jamie and joanne rocks HAHAHA. vesus seowyee yan yan youye xie yi :D LOVE. ahaha that dumb guy i hate pushups. anyways i had 2 goals HAHHA okay maybe i do have luck in shooting balls. okay it sounds wrong >.< hahah!

best part of the day. outside the staffroom.

vicky was talking to mr sng. then the others tell her to stand further so she doesnt need to tilt her head that much. then burst of laughter. LOL.

then elyssa and yusin ask me see my shirt.
me" its tucked in what
*checks my shirt, omg its out

-laughs-

them" dun worry it wun affect our image of you

WAHLAO MALU CAN!
hahaha. tried to find ms chng mrs choo but to no avail. mrs chia tell us find her after we come back. found mrs loy about map reading. hohohoho. denyseeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

ytd's performance was okay. hahaha. wanping's lip gloss rocks. everyone used it LOL i think i saw p4 classmate kelmen tan. LOL. photo whoring with hp's cam -.- LOUSYYYY. hahaha. then went to eat at PS with eileen and yunmin. came home, BOOOOM, sleep! (:

funny part,

me" bella also coming
wanping " who is bella
me" oh anabella la
wanping" who is anabella
-pauses-
wanping" oh anabella!

HAHAAHA. (: best of the best!


sigh. i think im screwing up things man.
see tmr i will miss TWO PERIODS of lessons + 10min.

mon+tues+wed+thurs next week i won't be coming to school i think. choral fest :D:D:D yay get to see fellow sops again LALALALLA!

sigh, see how. SIGH. still got 3 CTs lah. and mon got o level listening compre like wth -.-
and i haven do my BYJ which is DUED by tomorrow cos apparently i was um watching tv and eating.

lessons were okay. hahaha. chi was some listening compre prac which i totally screwed up. MICKEY HANDS!!!!!!!!! OMG. hahaha! :D i like i like i like! its so freaking cute and minnie hairband. anyways during recess i went to give matong a hug. SPECIALLY okay. 3p seriously shldn't have moved down.

2nd block was ummm hahaha so so lor. suni is MEAN. she pokes me whenever i snatch her wallet )): and i love punching into sw's palms HOHO!

ahhhhhhhhh. tmr got concert. anws. HAHAHA might watch pirates of the carribean 2 with eileen tomorrow HAHAHA yay! :D it shall be my last time out town. for at least 2 months? at least i have food to eat!

i just realised that i haven't in a way talked to cherissa for a long time.

you know, as usual, some thingS cheered me up again!
small actions makes great impact!


its amazing how people's words can make your day like hahaha!
sometimes we're just not sensitive enough LOL LOL.
yay! =D wo ai si ma tong le!



HAHAHA THE POWER OF BINGO!
you know, 5x5 isnt challenging. the power comes when 6x6, 7x7, 8x8 and 9x9 :D:D:D
and i won both 8x8 and 9x9 HAHAHA tied with sw! :D LOL. hahahaaha!
youye is DAMN funny. she write until 65 for 8x8 la. supposed to be 64 what like LOL .then sunita missed one number and we couldnt find it and every number she goes " I DUN HAVE" but actually have -.-" suni rocks please! hahaaha.




the cup everyone wants. everybody is waiting for. was. (piero!)
and italy got it >.<




the MAN. who came out of retirement to play for france. who was the soul for the french ppl. who got the red card at the last match of his league. who could have been such a legend.

yet he still got the golden BALLL :D hahaha!


world cup is overrrr! 4 yrs later germany and england will make a comeback HAHAHA!


okay. yay. i woke up at 8.30PM LOL i dunno how the hell im gonna sleep tonight.
we're having performance at ACS B on thursday! :D

good luck to those who taking oral tmr like HAHA EILEEN CHOW for example :D


today we learnt in biology...

how to squeeze pimples!

okay you have got to take the bacteria out before squeezing it before plasma oozes out and still u gotta dig. dig until you see a mini thing u feel, thats the ROOT of the bacteria. yeah. wash your hand.

if not spread to other places of your face you die!! hahahaha :D

sigh la omg zidane is like stupid. hoho! he should be rational enough, i mean see rooney do such a thing okay he's young, forgivable, just like beckham back in '98. but

he's last match leh. sigh!


blahh.. maybe i will post photos later :D


back from oral :D

it was okay i guess. okay. cos i din even know how to read the passage my heart was poompoom poom poom! hhahah :D then miang from the other group same time as me :D:D:D then i was like omg its miangjoo HAHAHAHA!

italy won. hoho. my dad's favourite zidane lost it for france i suppose. didn't get to watch it after the serious warning. anyways. who cares. HAHAHA.

germany pwns all of you.

you,
you,
and you! :D

making my i/c tomorrow. wahlao just found out i 30th then can change phone. like, wth -.-


the day started quite well.
kaiyin smsed me at 3.05 asking me to wake up and I ASK YOU TO SMS ME AT 3.45 but nevermindd hehe!
but i cannot get up so early my mum will hear.
so i waited till 4am. then walked out. wahseh. my dad's room got light, the tv so loud somemore, so i just went in and watched AHHAHAHA.
and he said channel5 din show izzit? whatever. hehhee!
i think germany like let all the young young players play cos the start players all sent out and furthermore CAPTAIN BALLACK is injured ): (jamie owww! :D)

if kahn had played in italy's match, they wouldn't have lost. THATS WHAT I THINKKK. Schweinsteiger is damn pro haha if he had scored earlier maybe podolski won't win best youngest player but who cares he still very young. and kahn is retiring like what the shit. i was still telling my dad can he play when he's 40 since he's a goalkeeper. wahlao >.<
figo with kahn.



figo with zidane.


WHY FIGO SO MANY FRIENDS ONE?! LOL!!

copyrighted: http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com/06/en/w/photozone.html

henry(mr sng's favourite lah zzz) better not score tonight if not klose cannot win hahahha! and its still damn funny seeing lahm with the hand, very cute! and i had a damn hard time sleeping afterwards. cos i was quite awake and all and thinking of germany's win and hahaha! so, yay good luck to everyone tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow for oral. BLAH. i better bring jacket tomorrow. haha!

so much for thinking so much im never gonna think anymore like blah bleah ><>

readon says everything is predestined afterall.




today is a happy day! because..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIUKUN A.K.A ROUJUN xD AND JOANNE :D

and when i woke up i hear my grandma in my house i thought i was having some serious mental illusions! hoho.
i was that bored, trying to finish homeworkS in the whole afternoon and i did, except for i duno how to do oneS so cannot blame me!

afterall, hope pinnxian your party is well and nice and all, sorry for not making it >.<

&&&&&&& most importantly, germany shall win tomorrow! HAHAHA. yay yay yay. i've decided not to ask about it, just wake up and watch and it'll do. saves me from scoldings xP

i think my parents are getting abit shit hole. they keep staring at what i'm doing on the comp. like i watching porn like that ah -.- crazy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!

on 13th its julynn's big day!
on 17th its sara eeyore!
19th is px's actual one!
20th is charmaine NG. (see u won't ask which charmaine anymore :D )
23rd its charu!


it's just that they expect more.
even so being in triple sci class, theres only a few possibilities.

1. we like sciences
2. we like math
3. our humans is not good so choose sci stream


but no way is among this possibilities that we are hardworking. it doesnt mean you're hardworking, to me at least. it only means you take sciences. THATS IT.
why do they always have to say that they expect us to blah blah. read up ourselves. no need so much explanation.

piece of dustbin. (i know dustbin doesnt comes in pieces, but, whatever)

why not you sort out the hardworking and nonhardworking streams then >.<
the label is just what you all force onto us. BLAH BLAH.

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alot of ppl ponned math olympaid today lah! still ask us help to take attendence somemore -.- yay guai me and singyee and geri went HOHO.
to play,
BINGO (:
i din know that suduku how u spell it anyway, HAS A FORMULA. me and sy was like, wth! -.-

then sy came my hse to do work hahahaha we really did work okay. to omuch chemistry makes us mad la GRRRR. happy happy! [:

AHHHHHHHH i duno what phone to change to LOL suggestions? hehehe.
hope cheryl your concert is and will go well today! :D


i sort out quite a number of thoughts yesterday, yes thoughts can be counted.
i know you bu shuang or dun like me since i duno sec1 sec2 blah. but whatever i'll still respect you as my senior.

i din know world cup can be such heartwreching. germany's out. but there's still one last chance on sun 3am! 3rd placing :D i seriously hope hope hope. im so gonna watch it okay!
they're having their oral now. all the best peopleee! :D i see anabella like so stress, make me stress also! hahaha.

i think i will have a sleepless night today. JESSICA faster come back lehhhh i've got things to tell you hahaha!

got back physics test. piece of shit. nevermind. ahahaha. goofy o.O

i dunno why but everytime i talk to you, kelly hahaha i feel very good and happy and lighthearted LOL. (:

maybe the end of my thoughts of everything will come to a final end, tomorrow. i hope.


why do i hvae tihs aongy, why deos eervy meonmt rienmds me of the psat.

I WANT TO WATCH TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! how :( teach me a way out! germany all the way :D:D:D:D


BLEAHBLAHBLEAH!

exactly 2 more weeks till we see each other :D:D:D


sigh.

you can't really talk to me now cos im pissed over england's defeat to assholer c/r. he sabotaged his own teammate and his grin was caught on tv.

what a jerk.

if you're a portugal supporter, dun talk to me about this match. i'd seriously scream at you in your face, even if your my bestest friend. >.<




happy things. won 5 bucks from tuition today. hahaha! practised oral with jialing, kinda okay. i don't know why lin lao shi's got so much confidence in me, i feel scared out of a sudden. you know too confidence kills a cat.

come on you know you gotta stop glueing yourself to football and computer and your handphone (which's gonnna be so confiscated next month when the bill comes anyways).

RUIWEN CAN DO IT :D

sometimes i really duno. i don't know how much longer this short happiness you bring could last. love is love.

sometimes, accidents do happen.
i let it happened in p6.
not again.
i can't do anymore wrong decision anymore.

i just hope.
hope for the best.

legends aren't fairytales, they are real.

you know, sometimes the unexpected comes and you don't know how to cope with it you think of running away.
how long can one person run?
how much stamina one person can have?
we'd all be tired, someday, somehow.
all things part, somehow, someday.

the most least significant thing right in our lives now may jolly well be the most significant one next time.

imagine, how time flies. how certain things mark every year.
it just seems like yesterday when p6 grad.
it just seems like yesterday when me and jialing know we're in diff schs.
it just seems like yesterday to meet qixuan during orientation.
it just seems like yesterday when kaiyin trud xm left.
it just seems like yesterday when ltc came.
it just seems like yesterday when i met jess mj adlin syahidah
it just seems like yesterday when i chose this dumb combi
it just seems like yesterday when oac came.

when you look back, you don't even know how many years has passed.
for eg, things makes you realise, like i can change my handphone soon. means 2 yrs has passed just like that.

what about asking, when is the happiest moment so far?


thank you everybody! :D who made my day since 12AM ytd ahahaaha :D
and the birthday songs! :D:D:D:D

im just surprised like 6A people wished me lah HAHAHAHA eg eg mavis tan you bu kui shi wo de hen hao de peng you :D

i felt lots of love in a day.

and special mention to tan yi rong who has been enthusiastically wishing me happy birthday since 28th june and saying to me everytime bumping into me in sch LOL funnnnnaye tigger! :D



and germany won yesterday HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
yay! klose rocks. hahaha still leading babehh.
IM SO HAPPY. hahaha. but i woke my mum up alot of times due to my screams like, hehehe!

you know sometimes its really during crisis then you show your love, feel the love, appreciate the loves.
sometimes we all miss out details in our life.
sometimes we all have mistakes in our life.
sometimes they cost one whole life, some others don't.

i hope england wins hahaha bu yao ma wo! :D

sometimes when you talk about old things, memories it really makes one happy.
me and kelly and sarah talked in my car and like hahaha kelly reminded me of so much things! (:

what if some things could last forever.

they say the best things in life are memories, cos you can find them somewhere in your heart whenever you like.
memories would mean things that are so important to me i won't forget even when i die.