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Thursday, August 31, 2006

i realised how fragile human relationships are.
went back pri sch today. HAHAHAHA -.-

they din wanna let us in till 1.30. HOW GREAT LAH WAHLAO.
so me and sweeleng went to coffee shop. cabed for nothing la waste my money !*&Y^%$
saw senghan and ppl whom we duno but anywayyy.
walked here and there in the rain and i decided im hungry so i eat and sweeleng watch me =X

then the bunch of vs ppl came.
nicolas as usual sat with us HAHAHAHAHA. so friendly right! :D
-.-
his report card's comments is like fake one lah!

HAHAHA. and i din recognise wayne. LOL. until nic said wayne's here and i was like wayne? and burst out laughing.
can't blame me =watched the guys wrestle. and walked back and blah.
oh. im short. shorter than senghan can! -.- but nevermind taller than nicolas HAHAHAHAHA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
then the gate was opened -.- so much for 1.30.
anywayssss! then saw jialing and pris and teo and rayson and gena and their friend and no more. oh the 6b guy i duno his name.

blah. last year we were still having fun at food court throwing/shooting ice whatever.
this year?

then at some point of time senghan errr grabbed sweeleng LOL it looked damn wrong and she's tramautised. LOL! damn wrong damn wrong.

such an irony. we din get to see any tchrs. cos either retire or like on courses.

so this is how it ended?

anyways i no voice to talk. so looked dao. oh saw kelmen tan. he say i look very -.- whatever. HAHAHAHA. i can't even talk.

the spoilers went to watch movie which they alr booked the tickets.

AHHHHH,

nevermind.
i was thinking will we be still like this when we leave cedar? as in 3m. hahaha.
that's really kinda sad.

SEEE RAYSON ALL UR FAULT NO CLASS OUTINGS ANYMORE!

i duno lah. LOL! walked in the rain back with sweeleng and talked quite abit of things.

cos we all know some things will never be the same again.

went up to our classroom. hahaha. see, people change things change.
its now a p2/p4 class room.
shall upload the pics later.
no humans tho. LOL.

no matter how hard we may try


god bless me this post gets through.

if whoever's wondering why i never tag at your blogs nowadays its cos i realised its everytime that i tag i get d/c! so :D
HEHEHE.

my comp rocks. for 3 consecutive eoys (including this yr! ) it has been breaking down on me. WAHLAOOO!
computer telepathy?
OMG I WANT TO GO THE COMEX SHOW! someone hell pls bring me there :( :( its always like what sex discrimination man!!! :(
BOO!

and readon if you're reading this when the hell are you playing me the piano piece MY EXAM IS NEXT MONDAY FOR GOD'S SAKE -.-

and if i din talk to you today, cos my voice is like halfgone. ENG ORAL IS TOMORROW.

thank lord for helping me pass bio well.
Lord just bless everyone around and stop the freaking flu virus (which i got from seowyee i think).
may everyone have a fun holiday!


BOOBAHBLAH!
im learning to love.

HAHAHAHA. stupid lah. i want to sleep now. seeeeee ms wee all bcos of ur BYJ i cannot sleep. oh whatever. HAHAHAHAA. chewy is SO FUNNY -.-

her leopard is even funnier. NYEH NYEH NYEH! wooots!

i am NOT sadistic. [:

you know it! :D i think gossip girl is so, errrr! HAHAHAHAHA. oh wells.
take my sorethroat away. LALALLAALA!

why my posts are getting more random. running away from reality? i dunno. i told you, thinking too much isn't good. my fingers aren't working too. damn it!
ok i just want a pass, for the sake of the very expensive to me fees!
BLAH BOOPOO!

why why why why why!

I DUNNO WHYY.
omg.

i think im getting lamer/ so. flag day! :D lets hope i wun be sick. HAHAHAHA. i think im greatful im not in like USA or something, human geog would be such a torment. :O

okay now. what is happiness?

it is defined when eileen replies my lettter! :D


WOOTIE!
i shall use the little time when im connected to internet to blog!

i was wondering how fragile human relationships could be. i.e. those that can break without msn/smses/talks/letters.
i duno. i think i think too much. HAHAHAHA. i think this week's wo jiao jin san shun very sad.

i shall make an effort to go church one of these days. hahaha.
anyways.
i shall follow eileen!

MONDAY - get back bio paper (die lor)
TUESDAY - GE TEST (die again lor)
WEDNESDAY - oral (die again again lor)
THURSDAY - freeeedom! woots. i think i m gg back. hahahaha. jialing is gg back. my assumption says linan and 3000 gg back.
FRIDAY - holidays! (: HAHAHA. im gonna practise piano all day baby
SATURDAY - grandma hse (as usual) boo bah! oh. cedar open house.
SUNDAY - flag day! WOOOOOOTS! collection point at orchard. my dear friends, HINT HINT! (:

MONDAY - CHALET! and piano exam ): shit.
TUESDAY - CHALET!
WEDNESDAY - CHALET! and choir -.-
THURSDAY - duno. hahaha. do homework -.-
FRIDAY - choir and eileen's piano exam. poots.

yadadada. bella peeled off her knee thing. >.<


hahaha.
im not dead okay!
reasons i hadn't been blogging:

1. my comp is screwed. so next time i talk to you on msn halfway and u see me offline, reason is that i got d/c.

2. busy busy busy! blah. when will tests end man. they can't even give us a break for the last week of sch!

3. i was basically er, not feeling right. yup.

saw senghan and huiwen last sat while being at tp central with my love (YES U READ THIS READ THIS i haven reply your letter = X ) AHAHAHA.
i wanted to say, that senghan still so short. NEVERMIND. not like he will read this anyway.

HAHAHA. who's going back holy next thurs? BLAH BLAH BLAH.
okay me and huiyi was thinking about how we spent our tchrs day last yr with the fellow 6A03 people at hg mall. AHAHAHA.

maybe it was the first times i talked to char about this type of stuffs. HAHAHA. ok. why the hell am i becoming like that. im not supposed to think.

LOL!

here's what i analysed i think. with huiyi.

we have no jcs to go! ):

if choices are.. in random order..

1. rj! okay. nearest to our houses i guess. but then. HAHAHA. i mean imagine like ms wee being the 5th tchr telling our class not to go. what u think leh? -.-

2. hwachong! the sch's cheena. HAHAHA. but ok. yah. u think im so smart to get a 4 pointer and go in there? besides. hwachong's bustop is like ^%$@! minutes away from rj. since same cut off, might as well go rj.

3. njc! kaiyin said its a mugger sch. hahahhaa. and since its beside hwachong, i might as well work harder to go hwachong, right?

4. vjc! okay i love vjc HAHAHAHA i want to join vj choir. LOL! but yes, 1.5 HOURS MINIMUM to get there. unless, i move house? too great a sacrifice? i don't know. i mean if i want to move i would have moved last yr and go IP right -.- LOL!

5. ajc! ms leong's there? i don't know. just. dun feel good about the sch. hoho.

6. tjc! ok the uniform's green sort of. HAHAHA. its so, art-ish. u think i can stand it? HOHO. and i dun even know where is it.

shit. i think im mad. theres one more yr to go. HAHAHA. but hello im trying to find my sense of direction to see how hard i shld work. LOL!

i stillll think love fails. TADA!

what is love? do you know whats love? (yes im referring to you reading this now)
tell me if you know. cos i don't. HAHAHHAA.

maybe its time i do something nice? then i go touch ppl. their heart to be exact. right. touch their heart. LOL! blah.

ok suni if u reading this im quite sorry. cos like u had to stand with my bloody mood and stuff and dying during lessons.

I NEED TO SLEEP.

oh well. HAHAHA.

to you: i dun even think up till now you realised what you've done. i decided not yo forgive you again. i won't forgive you.
altho ms wee say forgiving is easier than hating. but i suppose. BLAH.
my mind is weird. tada.

to readon: thanks alot! HAHAHA. baby son! :D

to eileen: ur letter, tmr :D

to huiyi: HAHHAHA i love you!

to whoever who i have drifted apart with: if you think i have forgotten about everything, truth is, i haven't.

to jessica: GND! -pokes you!


i dunno. you know the story that xie yi did for her koutoubaogao really made me think alot?

we complain we dun have happiness everyday. the key to it is that, we never really slowed down our paces to feel happiness around us.

i think i seriously have the need to mention this. think it's last week when i read qx's tag, about she's glad like we're closer in choir now. i mean i was kinda shocked by you. i dunno. it made me realised that sometimes its not what i think, that others dun treasure our friendship anymore, perhaps its just me? u know your tags made me feel damn blessed, really. and its really surprising to me how you guys came to accept me cos of blah blah blah+ cos ruiwen deep down in ur heart u just know that u will drift further away from ym wp den etc.

i was wondering, why, despite me and eunice being in the same section for 2 yrs, same class, but we never got close. until recently.
or rather why me and denyse only got close after choral fest.
i think i know why.
cos i never made the first effort to know others, until they made the effort to know me.
i am not that a friendly and siao and high person i may seem to some.

maybe the previous times i have really neglected too much things.

it was never easy for me to say to someone else like maybe how much the person impacted me and stuff. or how important someone is to me.
i dunno why.
maybe i may look damn strong on the outside, if you think so, perhaps you haven't really know me at all.
maybe sometimes i pass by you somewhere in sch (i dunno who the YOU refers to) and i never smiled at you.
thats cos im THAT sick and tired of our lives now.

and we never know what happens tomorrow. i mean like, what if i die tmr? (touch wood lah) and i never got a chance to say how greatful i am to meet some of you guys.
or for whatever god's sake we have not been talking or seeing each other some maybe for yrs cos we 're in diff schs.

yeah. You guys made a great diff in my life.

mavis jialing huiyi nic linan char yr qx wk eileen ym weishan jess miang adlin weiting sharr jenn japheth readon wanping eunice kaiyin trudy xuemin evan sophia nicole singyee jamie px jiani yusin chewy sw alicia debby kathy serene cheryl tiffany and alot alot alot of others.


warning : the following is gonna be DAMN VULGAR

u know what. i have made up my mind to quit piano NO MATTER WHAT.
its worse than dead. ITS THAT FREAKING BAD. i mean like what the fucking shit hell man.
she doesnt allow me to quit cos of MONEY.
fine now i've decided that i WILL return her the sum of money which she claims amounts up to 20,000 SING DOLLARS so as to quit it.
i mean every note i play reminds me of how the fucking tchr yelled and screamed at me.
PLS SHE IS SO SUPPOSED TO HAVE PATIENCE.
blame it on my pea brains. i DO NOT have the talent.
UNLIKE YOU WHO IS SO PRO OH YOU CAN GO AROUND FUCKING SCREAMING AND YELLING.
wow.
if it was in USA now i would seriously have taken a gun and shoot you, I MEAN IT.
i practise cos i MUST. like what the shit.
i am SO determined to fail the exam.
SO WHAT IF IT COSTS YOU HUNDRED OF BUCKS.
i SO DO NOT CARE.

since young YOU have been forcing me to do things i dun like.
i cannot stand it ANYMORE.
u brought me to swimming, made me fell in love with it. and made me quit it.
don't you think you're such a shi bai cos u din know how i managed to sneak out and swim?
u made me learn piano, cos all the children of your friends were learning. YOU WANT IT FOR UR FACE.
u wanted to use me to prove that hey my daughter's clever she learns lots of things.
u force me to go st nicks. i tell you the sole reason why the hell i decided to ruin my psle is BECAUSE OF YOU.
thanks alot.
im so not letting you ruin my future by continueing with piano.
you tell me what shit fucking crap about time management.
i tell you.
if u want me to have time management.
i would much rather jump off the building NOW.

pls. i need to HAVE A LIFE.
u think muggnig everyday helps? you think that oh results are everything?
u forced me to join choir,
i tell you now. choir is SO different from me liking singing. except the whole choral fest part.
YOU, are the one who ruined me thoroughly.
u force me somemore, i am gonna leave this fucking house.


On a day like today
I looked at you and I
Saw something in the way
You stared into the sky
I saw you were sick
And tired of my wrong turns
If you only knew the way I feel
I'd really love to tell you

But I could never seem to say the words I needed to
On a day like today no other words would do

I saw you were sick
And tired of my wrong turns
If you only knew the way I feel
I'd really love to tell you

But I can never find the words to say and I don't know why
I can't find the words to say and I don't know why

www.lyricsdomain.com


i said humans were selfish afterall.
i can't believe in miracles that would happen afterall.
cos they don't happen.
won't happen for a reason either.

what if it was the end of the world? all things could happen. like the stupid water hurricane first seen in sentosa? maybe the earth's dying. thats why i saw SNOW in cedar today. its only falling leaves.
maybe we would all part and leave very soon.
life is THAT fragile.
only when u truly been thru living, then you've discovered its purposes.

what is the element that completes all of us?
perhaps, we never knew what happiness really is. behind our crazy laughters and highness, whats the face?
its all a masquerade.

i rmbed some chi compre. i think its our test. anyways. it says that to some people, live is complete just by doing the thing they like forever.
may be.
but, since when do we have the time to just indulge in it?
if time could stop i rather choral fest never ended.
you just keep singing. singing your soul out. singing to the world.

God makes things happen for a purpose,
maybe we just dun realise it somehow.
and maybe 20 yrs later when we're in our late 30's. we would reflect back and realise many things.

<33

HAHAHA. today rocks! lets see. im confused about the peer evaluation thing. shld i be mean? HAHAHA.

jamie cut her hair! me and sing thinks its nice. duh, what do you think, REDS leh! HAHAHA.
i will cut my hair. on. 2nd september. LOL.
lame lah. i duno where is my emath test paper! so qianbian. HAHAHAHA.
lets seee. studied with singyee in sch today. hahaha. ok i shld say hi to more people LOL. >.<

yay im excited now. for many many things. LOL (:
ate 5 ferrero's from ytd.
HAHAHHA. the ferreros eileen gave, on choral fest night :(
AHHHHHHHHH.
im confused with myself anyway. HOHO.
i think keane's song calm my nerves.

readon wants to die with a girl. LOL! not me lah my future son-in-law?! HAHAHHAA. stupid baby see this :D on WORLD WIDE WEB.

sheesh man. i shall persuade my mum into getting me a laptop next year. SEEE I PLAN FAR AHEAD WOOTS.
afterall. this PC has been used for 6 yrs. the 7th yr next yr. LOL. and its still running fast but oh wells recently its like totally retarded -.-
singapore govt shldnt press so hard on the education system.
cos.
stress
leads to.......

HEART ATTACK! LUB DUB ! LUB DUB!

don't you think we all lead a routine and boring life? hahaha. ok not generally boring but yes i recall myself doing and seeing the same thing and same commuters alot of times.
what if this routine is broken. HAHAHAHA.
how do we adapt to changes around us?
BLEAH.
i start to think that love itself is selfish. LOL. so true selfless love isn't called love.




guess what. my bed now. LOL.

and im getting mosquito bites all over. LOL. sigh.
i love ferrero! :D

and qixuan is so mean lah! :D


SHARRON ; METHANE/ says:
ok during camp i will visit you more then encourage ok! : D


(: HAHAHHA. yay!
today was WAHLAO i woke up at 8+ LO LOL.
anywaysssssss! im so pissed now. my hp no batt. ipod also no batt. WAHLAO -.-

i know i shldnt be having this kind of feeling towards you. i will just treat you as my elder brother LOL


HAHAHAHA.
okay. chris made me think.
i didn't even have a direction in life to start with.
BLEAH XP
then maybe i should start finding something to be my direction. like er, the lighthouse? no the lakehouse is better! :D HAHAHAHA.
i m crappy.
AHHHHHH. sing abandoned me! :( wanted to study outside. HAHAHA. distractions distractions. unlike JESSICA ARNANTA TJUNG, mine isn't someONE mine is someTHING.
AHHHHHHHHHH.


you know what, i feel like cutting up someone's heart now. to errrr investigate the damn vessels. LIFE- LEARNING : D
then i will remember it for sure.

ANYWAYS. readon shldnt have told me that paul mccartney wrote the lakehouse OST when he was a gay. the song has gay elements. omg. i thought its a love song okay. its like damn nice. AHHH.
its still nice anyway. MUAHAHAHA.


i can't believe YOU lied to me.

i can't, why of all people you? whom i trust so much. this is so, hilarious.


ANYWAYS. if jamie is reading this. STOP POKING ME LAH -.- ahahaha. have you ever heard of evil jamie? its born. IT IS! jamie tay's now a full fledged devil, many thanks to me, singyee and i just realised today, sara!

HAHAHA. okay. jessica passed by and said i look like sara, like, wth, is that suppose to be a compliment? LOLLLLLL!

and sorry, saraHteh >.<

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel like gg out to study tomorrow. today was a good, and bad day. HAHAHA. anyways. nyeh nyeh. is anybody going town tmr, help me buy wallet leh.
HAHAHA.

boo. CI isn't completed. im still checking my mail. U KNOW WHAT. i think bringing smiles to people feels shiok. HAHAHHA. and i cannot stand HER, wanping can't too. she's so, act senior. and act leader. and act pro. -.- ARGHHH.

i guess bringing smiles to others is a form of making a difference, right, mr sng? HAHAHA.

i shall come online at 11pm. NYEH NYEH. and poor qx! ur bag scratched!
i just figured it out that days without chi lessons is boring. and days without liukun is quiet.
i hope charu likes our card! :D


maybe the bombs tomorrow are enough to kill me.
HAHA.
i forgot why i came here for i wanted to say something.

oh.
should i quit piano?

i dunno. okay. like after 9 years i wanna quit. hoho. cos i have no time, plus no interest. okay maybe my interest will come back when the new tchr comes along. but. zzz! -.-
im already screwing up my life this far.
i can't exactly say we all love choir now.
choir and singing are two different things afterall.

i was wondering, what is eileen doing perhaps in the cinema now, HAHAHAHAHA.
after all the busy times i couldn't exactly find time to think about what should i do with my life after sec4 ends.
haha okay not like im THAT busy but i can't think.
i mean the future is so filled with unexpecteds. one moment this, and one moment that.
maybe parting once again may seem a trauma. maybe it won't.
yadada. who knows. hahhaa. i figured out once again that its only 3 more weeks till the chalet! and after the chalet i dun expect to find myself online (yay i can see myself online or not what i added myself, right sing? :D this is to suan you) anyway. maybe perhaps after the O's paper comes.
come to think of it, its only what. 3 months?

think of the time we all first entered cedar. not knowing anybody. with QIXUAN coming up to me "are you from this class?" and perhaps thats how fate brings people together.
(ok see stupid qx i rmb this clearly nyehnyeh)
and think of now.
we could hardly breath thanks to the fantastic education system.
maybe thats why jeannie chose to leave sg. haha.
conclusion: we have no life.
well, it all comes down to how you define LIFE.
life to some people is having fun. (yah lor ME lah!)
life to some others may be scoring all As.
life to yet another group would be dominating the world with the wonderful positions they'd get.

what's life to you? (oh yes i mean you you whoever you are reading my blog)
(you could tag to tell me hahaha)


whatever, i don't know how to do amath. i officially hate it NOW.
ahhhh. went to do CIC today. HAHAHAHA. jamie's laptop rocks. :D
and the fish doesn't like singyee lah! :D
haha. lakehouse rocks like duno what. left me thinking that maybe we've passed each other so many times when we were young. which explains the situation now.

ANYWAY. i love pizzas. HAHAHA. weekie left her cam in church. AHHHH :( my photos!
eileen must be beaming with joy now, since, tomorrow LALALALLALALALALALALALALALA LA!

my parents just shouted as usual. hoho.



我的相信就是支持着你的相信。


yay! i passed my chinese decently like first time in 8 months omg!
today was double bio period. and thank you sing ALOT lah make me happy thought today no amath! -.- hahaha :D

i was figuring out how the hell do you take the sim card out of my phone cos i m refusing to sms anymore i wanted to use prepaid card but how to take it out. HELPPPPPPPP!

-
i was wishing everyday that you'd remember and ask. but you didn't. it's all just an urge. i dunno why. everytime i was praying. but it still didn't happen.
& maybe afterall it'd have meant nothing to you, at all.


im still scared.
yes jessica pls pls talk more sense into me! i need your powerful words to hit me.

AHHHHHHH. i pity jamie yunmin quincy they all.
anyways. quincy you cheer up okay! :D smile! the hard days will be over VERY SOON. look on the bright side alright!

apparently above was supposed to be blogged on friday but i saved it as draft. haha. okay. hmmm. let's see.

CHINESE COMPO SUCKS A HELL LOT. imagine, SS ESSAY IN CHINESE? that is like, HAHA -.-
and yay i've memorised all the stuff in the first aid kit HHAHAHAHAHA. nevermind. lol. sharron ong shall happily bao chi her er wonderful xing xiang, right? and continue to smile to me. LOL [: while weishan the dao will wave to me. HAHAHA.

it reminds me of how malued i made myself on friday. ARGH()*&^%$#@

ah. i feel so sinful this few days. i bought two earrings, one bag in 3 days. omg. AH. i shall never buy anything until until until september comes! :D chalet chalet chalet! OMG. HAHAHA. i think singyee's marker is powDerful. "choir1isLOVE" is still on my ankle HAHAHA you can't see it unless i pull down my socks and piss you off (particularly, nicole and yunmin and eli ;D) cos why? RUIWEN DOESNT WEAR ANKLE SOCKS LAH DUH -.-

HAHA. that was so, "funny"

oh i just realised its 4 more days to 10th august. denyse, you're excited, right?

ANYWAYS. i forgot why i came here. but i wanted to just take myself off the word document in chinese LAH! so irritating. hahhaa. okay. my mum paid for a white skirt today LOL. it was supposingly cos i have nothing to wear on national day but who cares i think its quite nice and its damn cheap. i like the pockets anyway.

and there's kou tou bao gao tomorrow. SHEESH MAN. alot of thing is not done. hmmm. my mum has been nagging at me since i came home on friday (with a free ride from my beloved huiyi :D ) saying that she should have gone for the MTP session and she regrets being persuaded by me not to go, afterall. cos she say my bio is damn lousy and she wanna hear how PAI i am in school. which of cos, im sure im pai :D HAHAHAHA.

yoohoo~ i have been thinking that. why do kids need tuition? is it because the school does not provide a good education? that the system of education is too fast for the students to catch up with the bare time in lessons, such that they have to go for EXTRA lessons?

oh well. anws. my mum said ytd night i screamed damn loudly that she could even hear it in her sleep and it woke her up.

but i din even rmb having ANY dream at all yesterday night! =.=


i vomitted 10 times yesterday and visited the toilets 5 times lah >.<
hahahaha. sheesh man i think im dying quite soon. HOHO.
ahhhhhhh. and i still cannot sing. my ears get blocked and i will sniff and all and i swallow saliva and ears get blocked again?!
wahlao. hahaha.

lets see. this is atrocious. haha. lakehouse next tues? cic next wed? BLAH. bens and jerrys day! HAHA.

seriously after hearing how horrible the sino trip people were. i feel so wrong for jamie and quincy.
the people are SO ATROCIOUS.


happy birthday nicole! ;D and mumu ;D

this is fun. until TODAY then i know that we have to attend the principal's address even if your parents ain't coming. IM BLUR.
and nobody knows the time -.- LOL.

i want to live up to expectations.


for the whole lists of oals and who is in what department who is first i/c second i/c refer to JESSICA'S BLOG! (yes she's always updating her blog)

LOL.
okay. hmmmm. weiting! ;D you can finally eat fish man. HAHAHAHA. cooked by LALALALALA. miangjoo! ;D yay im damn happy for miang adlin and jess LOL. i almost burst out laughing seeing the expression on jess's face can! -.- if anyone has seen it you will laugh like siaoz!

yup. congrats to the three chiefs! or rather everybody. hahaha. (:

respect.

to uphold.

weiting# you wouldnt know how it feels; says:
OBS=badana=sunglasses=long hair=short hair=also got hair=zai =chio

LADAYAHDALA!

first aid! omg. hahaha im still overcoming the shock because. er. i duno why. shit man i must faster go learn all the bandages etc etc! >.< AH. because im like question mark for many things. hahaha. bella, is so funny. and omg they still have our first aid test papers from LTC. its like. SO LONG AGO.

jess is damn mean to me (see her blog!) i shall make people feel LOVE. LOL!

okay. so. i learnt something today. flu = sick (: HAHAHA.

hahahaha. omg. okay. i cannot wait for LTC06. hahahaha! x) x) x) 3 more months from now! right. HAHAHAHAA. omg omg omg. AH. i just remembered something! me and jess and weiting's identical camp bags. OMG. hahaha.

and i actually dreamt of miang last night. when she's dreaming of thk 0.-

jessica is mad.

continue! HAHAHA. i've learnt not to assume things.

okay im excited now.

1 more month to choir1's chalet.
3 more months to ltc06.
prolly 6 more months to oac07?

OKAY. thats far.

i shall learn to treasure what i have now. and not let them slip by my fingers anymore. (:


((:

from yesterday dinner time till now, i only had 5x3cm of cake, 5 spoons of rice with fish, one nugget, around 20 honey stars and abit of milo. plus water.

LOL. AHHHHH. i think bella damn irritated by me. for ANABELLLLLLLA-UH-LA-UH-LA-ing her. omg. i almost died lah! today is such a stressing day! HOHO.

screwed up emath. and chem was okay except my full marks flew away. LOL. the show, whatever the name is that mr sng showed us, is damn nice! to me. HAHHAHA!

it's such a hilarious and stressful and shocking and funny day. i must work hard now! LOL. if not i'll probably die, in months to come. >.<

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i cannot wait for jessica to come online (((((: