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Monday, December 31, 2007

i think yesterday midnight was a bad hour, everyone's like feeling pissed or something. and my mum was like totally pms-ing -.-

HAHA, 31st December 2007. which is today! which is the last day of the year (crap i actually typed school -.- ) which is erm, yay? and boo at the same time. LOL.

cheryl's like telling me about the facs in hc and now i really really hope i don't get into athena. >.< HAHAHA. if i'd talked to her earlier i'd probably have chosen BCME, cos she made bio sound really easy to get a B if you study and listen and everything. sheesh, im tempted. HAHAHA.

watchnight service later.


perhaps i laughed too much at cartel tonight, thats why i feel so stone now. LOL.


as the year ends, hmmmmm. read this article about why people go "happy new year", the meaning behind happy, and new, and how 1st Jan actually came about. amazing huh. perhaps i'll learn to treasure more, and sometimes its actually good to be ignorant. HAHA.


i submitted my subjects combination already. after typing in all the cca records, i concluded that i actually haven done alot of CIP these two years, but cos of oal stuff i earn alot of hours for nothing. LOL.

HAHA!

thanks dg and char :D

and yay char come back already! :D


seriously, somebody must be playing a joke on me.

just when i decided to come home and login to the portal and submit PCME, i have to see this green piece of info which i've gotten during rj open house.

if i take pcme, i cannot take law in uni. HAHAHA. not that i plan to do so. but that means one less course to take up. LOL. anyway i've completely given up china studies, be it in chinese or english. screw. OKAY, now i really don't know what to do. i must really make a decision before tomorrow ends 'cause i'm just gonna heck care and submit my chosen subj combi by tomorrow. i think i will really try the crush-up-two-pieces-of-paper-and-choose-one method. :D

ANYWAY, fabian and sk made me think that my og sounds cool, HAHAHA! yay, and jm said that there's somebody in choir in my og. HAHAHA, please please tell me if you're in my og! LOL.

4 days to first day of school! and im excited. (: cos i am getting free drinks on first day of school. LOL.

yay, 6A's photo :D




ANYWAY, i just realised shannon's like cut off from the photo and gena and nicolas looks like they're a couple. HAHAHA! and i can't see huiyi's eyes. LOL.

it sucks to know you don't care anyway. (HAHA, whoever im referring to, you probably won't even know its you)

yay, watchnight service on monday, what next? 2007 really zoomed pass just like that. thank God for the wonderful memories this year.


ANG WAN TING SHEENA
AUGUSTINE TAN CHENGFU
CHIN HUI MEN SELINA
EU SU YEN ELIZABETH
GRACE TANG MEI TING
HO XINYI
HU CHAO
JEVON CHANDRA
JOSEPH TANG KAI YUEN
LEE JUE YING
LI LINGYING
LIM JIA WEI
LIM MING SHIANG
LIM RUI WEN
LIN JINLI ALAN
PANG WEI PIN
PUAY NI YI
QUEK ZHI RUI
SEOW KIAT HUI LENNIS
SOON YNG TYNG
TAG YUJIE
TAN JEN LEE
TAN YI XUAN MAY
TIONG WEI JIE
WAN HUI WEI
WEE JIA YI
XU YANJUN


MY OG! :\ please tell me if you're one of them! HAHAHA. (:



anyway! class gathering today! okay lah, quite what i expected. food was quite nice. the fun part is the bowling game. HAHAHAHA.
I GOT TWO STRIKES IN A ROW!!!! :D
and another strike due to the machine being jammed. 97 overall! (: JT got 107, first though. HAHAHAHA. damn stress please, the last round nicolas got 84 and im like shit, then jt striked and tada. my jamming machine method is COOL man. LOL.
anyway, like gena said, i think most of us didn't change that much, it's practically still the same old classmates you grew up with, like there's this certain characteristic that is still there. yup. WHERES THE PHOTOS. and we went back to hips to see the teachers and they're mostly there, some annual staff meeting. haha! what a good day to have a gathering.
yeah, two years down the road we shall meet again. HAHA!
and most people are like gg hc and tj. with the rest staying in rj/dhs.
the weather was like DAMN nice to swim, and omg senghan's sister looks like quincy, ALOT, some 80% of it. but me and sweeleng went down to the pool and i started playing this shaking thingy. LOL. i don't know whats its name.


i realised i'm a self contradictory person. HAHA.

choir auditions on the 9th! :D okay, i must go back to my no-spicy-and-excessive-fried-food life ): WAHLAO, nevermind! for the sake of getting into SOP1, wo ke yi de! >.< riohc :D


i wonder what will happen if some meteorite hits the earth and crash into my life and breaks all the routines.

HAHA -.-

i will probably use choppers and cut that meteorite into pieces so that everything goes back to normal.

but damage done cannot be undone.

so i will just hide in a corner and cry my heart out and pray to God that it is all a dream.

then i will find out that it's not a dream and i'm living in reality and then i will cry more.

the end. i conclude that i'm a habitual animal. yay. i have many things that i need to do a day, like come on msn and start talking to certain people and talking to huiyi on the phone frequently.

(ignore me, i'm gonna stay in THIS mood until next wednesday)

serene made me realised that tomorrow at 6a's gathering (YAYE!) i will be facing this question : which JC are you going? which may be quite irritating if repeated alot of times. SO I SHLD START TALKING TO PPL ON MSN SO THEY WILL STOP ASKING ME TMR. right. HAHAHAHAHA.
oh i just realised, camwhoreeeee tmr :D who cares if the pics are unglam, these are the people i grew up with in primary school. HAHAHA. <3


yay! i received japheth and liukun's cards today! :D and thanks hur japheth for writing to me IN CHINESE just because you love chinese so much. -.- come on, WHO WRITES XMAS CARDS IN CHINESE IN THIS MODERN AGE OF OURS?! HAHAHA. didn't expect liukun's card though, but yay, loves to you two! :D

I WANT THAT ZARA TOP OMGZ. ): but they don't have the green one and i can't decide to buy S or M. AHHHHHHH. i hate this. LOL. i shall stay at home to pack my room tomorrow (after it being unpacked since o's ended) after going out for shopping trips for two consecutive days! :D


yayyyye i can't wait for dinner tomorrow :D even though i'm missing on the movie because i will just freeze inside and die cos the cinema will be super freaking cold and i have low tolerance for cold weather unlike jamie. may jolly well be the last, before who knows when.

i don't know.

HAHAHAHA, too bad i can't go for the lunch on friday cos of 6a gathering! but nevermind, HIGHLY anticipated. but maybe i shouldn't be expecting so much. cos i will probably be stoning with huiyi. who knows. HAHAHA! i'm still me, i bet everyone will recognise me. AND I REMEMBER EVERYONE'S NAMES. yes.

anyway, i think i like ham and mushroom soup now. HAHAHA. and strawberries which costs $20 and bananananananas and potato salad! i think i can sit down and eat potato salad the whole day. HAHAHA. :D :D :D :D and the ribena+wine+7up drink, however you spell it, it starts with H. LOL.


merry christmas to all! (:
and happy birthday to charis! (:

anyway, spent my eve and my xmas morning at soph's house. HAHAHA! surprisingly my mum allowed me to stayover. the funny scene:

sk: "EH, HELLO AUNTIE!"
(we all know he's faking, but i still turned to the direction he pointed to)
me: (stunned) oh my god, really my mother!

so i called to my mum and soph nicely talked to her and yay! HAHAHA. and sk was like want to say "HELLO UNCLE" not -.- so now my mum calls dg and sk 小男孩 like what the. HAHAHAHA.

the way we communicate.



we all need breaks in our lives.

anyway! woke up at 2PM today. after having a hard time to fall asleep yesterday. thanks sophia for the sms-es. :D i think those words really shook me up and brought me into reality.

i got my contacts :D it's monthlies. HAHAHA. cause if i'd taken dailies it would be like 132 bucks per month which is like what the, damn expensive. thanks to my astig and my different-degreed eyes ): LOL. and i'm so lucky that my degrees are still pretty much the same, and to think i thought my degrees for astig is like 400+ when its only around 320. HAHAHA. i'm not that blind actually. but i think i will have a big problem trying to take them out later at night. the most stupid question i asked my optician was that : how to bathe with contact lens? LOL. >.<

the xmas party tomorrow :D am excited about it. HAHAHA.

okay i think it feels damn great when you've finally thought things through with some enlightenment. since it has been weighing me down for quite some time. i think she's right, the rest is up to Him. some people come into our lives for a reason, a season, but some stay there for a lifetime. :D

now i am looking forward to hwachong already. HAHAHA. shilbe says that her seniors says that orientation is going to last for 3 weeks?! gosh, my cousin DAO-ED MY SMS!!!!! but if orientation is going to last for 3 weeks it's gonnnna be omg ilovehcimmediately. HAHAHA! (:

OH OH AND FORGOT TO MENTION! i'm super looking forward to 6a gathering on the 28th!!!!! more than half the class is going, HAHAHAHA, how cool is that. LOL. shannon was telling me about the met-wayne-on-mrt experience that day. GOSH, cannot wait to see all the old classmates :D

singing Jesus, lover of my soul.


okay, anyway! haha, stayover at soph's house yesterday to bake cookies! :D we only started at around 5PM though, thanks to the unavailable hershey's chocolate chips which hindered the whole process. LOL. first batch was good though, but after that i was totally zonked out thanks to my fluwhichbecamesorethroatwhichbecamecough. then we stopped to have dinner at around 6+ watching the last episode of the champions and they didn't show the ending like wth!? yeah, sk was nice enough to hold the curtain for us but HAHA he didn't see the hook. anyway, dinner was nice please! :D i like the egg+pork thingy which tasted nice even though i eat it at home everyday in a different way cooked by my mum/dad so me soph and sk had 2 bowls while dg happily ate the whole plate of veges.

then we started on the 2nd batch but i can't rmb which batch was the one with the whole tray burnt thanks to us being glued to the teevee. :\ popo was telling me about the 7PM show plot when i tried telling her that i actually watch it at home so she just happily told me the whole storyline. LOL. so yup we actually kinda memorised the whole recipe and we don't need the book no more so 3rd batch was done quite quickly.

and so we started playing plusminustimesdivideto21 game! HAHAHAHAHA. omg. I LOVE THE GAME. HAHAHAHHAA. i think me and dg became such pros we actually figured out all the "formulae" for the game already. LOL. and sk is like damn sian diao by the game. anyway we played until like 5+ 6? gosh. HAHAHA. didn't know 10,10,10,10 can also become 21. HAHAHA. gosh. it shall become my favourite card game from now onwards. LOL.

okay so we went on the wrap the cookies! :D after our supper at jalan kayu. oh before that we saw like soooo many church people at hougang mall. small world :D haha! okay, so the supper was like super super super super full even though it's slightly drizzling. can you imagine, jalan kayu is like so near my house and i never went there before. HAHAHAHA. sk's rice was so damn nice lah, the chicken was so tender and soft but i couldn't eat it. ): the tea was nice though, so warm and make me feel like sleeping >.<

yeah so we cut the paper and wrote and auntie helped with cutting ribbon and the ribbons are all pink and yay soon it was all wrapped up. dg actually said that i wrap until "like that"! LOL. so after we wrapped all the cookies up the whole night was like playing plusminustimesdivideto21 and playing with tortoise starfish and squid but tortoise is missing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG. oh yeah, me and sk looked through soph's old photos and we saw her naked photo. HAHAHAHA. too bad dg cannot see. gosh, anyway the whole night was also eh, alot of ppl think dirty of certain statements. HAHAHA. the best of the night being the statement about leo and dg's friendship. :D:D

okay, so slept at like 6+ and woke up at 9+ and wanted to use the toilet SOOO badly but dg was stuck inside bathing happily for soooo long even popo started saying why he's taking so long .HAHAHA. oh yeah, sk can cook! gosh. HAHAAHA. breakfast was nice! :D and after so long i finally got to use the toilet.

went to dg's house which was such a deep walk inside but when we're walking out its like quite short actually. HAHA. okay, the house's like orange. HAHAHA. nice colour. and i saw the well-nutritioned teddy! OMGGGGGGGG. maybe one day i should ask my mum why do i not have a teddy bear at home since its like every kid's essential. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. played 2 rounds of bridge which was like DAMN tyco and haha he's mum is like, so not what i imagined her to be like. dunno how to explain. she's got a nice feeling around her. haha!

okay then we went to kovan to eat lunch and i queued like ten thousand years for the ATM cos out of 3 machines only 1 was working and there were like 7 ppl in front of me initially. AHHHHH. okay, anyway, after that we walked to church and

Love Actually...? :D:D:D

the performance was super duper funny please! HAHAHA. just look at sk and jonsoh. gosh. and the gay part and the pull up your socks. yup. too bad i was having such a bad throat which suddenly came back and worship was like i only sang for half the time. anyway! i like the sermon. hahaha. the lyrics were true in the sense, yup, as a young kidoo obviously i like christmas cause i get to buy many presents and wrap them up and put them underneath the tree. but christmas is so commercialized, i think many often overlooked its real significance in that sense which is kind of sad lah.

dinner was good. HAHAHAHAHA. and filling! gosh, i think we will all become fat pigs quite soon. LOL. cheeeeeeese :D and fusilli. HAHAHAHA. i love pastas!


yay and jiayan just said our cookies are nice!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D


because love only goes this far;



there are times when i feel that i only look at the surface of things, almost everything that surrounds me. and this is purely a choice, my own choice to do so, cause when you start to look deeper, you often find out things that shock you. of course, it may not be the bad way of "hey, face reality dude" but the "never expected things to be in such a way". but then, what more can we do? there's this feeling of helplessness, bu4 zhi1 suo3 cuo4 de4 gan3 jue2. maybe its time for me to grow up.

it's not as if it's everyday we get time to find out more about others around you, yeah, school's reopening? what more can i say? and i'm not excited at all, and char's like flying off tmr 1AM and eileen's still overseas. ): i know, eileen you're killing me, and jonathan! it's just that i don't know what should i expect from a whole brand new life entering this routine of mine. perhaps, things would all naturally go well and i shouldn't be too bothered by it like what derrick said, but i just have this weird feeling i've never had before.

and i still dunno whether to do P or B. my heart's with china studies in chinese, damn, i know i'm insane and crazy but, i don't know what to say either.

one last week, before free birds like us get tied to schools and uniforms again. speaking of which, i doubt i can wear my skirts since i already had to unbuckle them since start of the year.

did some personality test yesterday which i think was super accurate! at least for the 4 of us. HAHA, can officially give a brilliant reason to my mum as to why i cannot be an accountant/banker when i grow up. cause im not precise and accurate enough. haha.

as the years goes by, i really really think i'm one fortunate kid.

love actually's coming up next. (:


sometimes its insignificant words that hurt the most.

perhaps that's what they mean when they say life's ironic. it certainly is. yet time and again we find ourselves stuck in such ironies, but it's so tiring and draining. 'cause who knows what happens next?

we live in a world full of so many certainties we can't fight them at all.

people always say "move on". but to me, it isn't the remedy to any problem that surfaces at all. it's just like, driving a car, but the driver keeps looking into the rear mirror, looking for objects or events or things that passes by each second. so you'd might as well stop the car? what for waste the petrol, and effort to even move the car forward? in the end you'd be the one who's sick and tired with everything, no?

if i had a second choice, i'd rather stay in cedar all my life. at least i will feel secured. at least things won't change that much. at least i wouldn't be putting myself into risks involved when i fall from emotional roller coasters.

sometimes i really wonder how do you even define "a right choice", be it in the case of choosing schools, or even friends.

guess you'd never know, until the very last moment.


sheesh, we can bake! HAHAHAHA, the chocolate chip cookies are super super duper duper ultimately nice and crunchy and crispy and nice-smelling :D

was such a crazy day, from choosing the recipes, going for pepper lunch, hamster treat which failed HAHA, going back to choose another recipe, going to buy ingredients again, choosing a block of butter which took DAMN LONG, cutting, mixing, sending the doughs into the oven, whoosh, am lovin' every single second of it. not to mention the part about camwhoring and play some scrabble game and my fav addminustimesdivideto21 game :D

MY HAIR GOT CUT! so did everyone's! HAHAHAHA, sk's hair is no-words-can-describe-it-now. LOL!

it's totally not the time to get emo but i'm just thinking of the what ifs that may happen, next. i don't know. since dreams will only be dreams. what if i think i'm living in one now?


HELLOOOOOO. im blogging from sophia's laptop. HAHAHAHA. waiting for derrick to come while they are changing the hamster bathing!


these few days were mostly about rediscovering myself, and rediscovering God's awesomeness. perhaps it feels weird seeing these words come out from me, but i feel just as weird too. haha. i think it may be the after-effects of the camp, but i hope these will be permanent.

okay, so yesterday we went stargazing :D and we really saw so many shooting stars! gosh, it's just amazing please. 've never thought i would ever see shooting stars in my whole life, so many somemore! charmaine's bro is like soooooo lucky, seeing some 23(?!) shooting stars when most of us only saw 10++. feels great just singing and worshipping under the sky! HAHA. used to think people who sing song of praises by the beach are crazy, but not now.

it's just so coincidental. we're shown the galaxies and blahblah pics during the camp itself, and seeing the shooting stars really made me awe at God's works, such splendids in life. it's always funny how such small things, insignificant to some, can make me reflect so much. perhaps we're all too caught up with school, friends, more school, more work, and whatever that you can name them that we often seem to forget our surroundings and all, forget that we actually live in such beautiful places, with beautiful, near perfect homes if you'd just compare our lives with people living in other countries. was telling derrick that i can't imagine if i were to live in some country with natural disasters. imagine having to rebuild your lives time and again, when disaster strikes. it's just so, too, painful and tiring.

fun laughter peace joy, would perhaps summed the day up.

we took this cab back to soph's house and the uncle is really funny after we initiated this little convo with him. esp the part when sk asked him what's the cross there, and the driver actually say that it shows that you guys are not dirty things, sth along the line. it's amazing how people you barely know will open their hearts up to you, reveal their bare self, unlike the many masks we see all around. was around 1+AM at that time.

oh yeah, first time to changi beach, saw no duckies :\

was at soph's house when we were seeing her iMac slideshow. europe is pretty man. i really wonder if i would have the courage to give certain things up in life, just to see the beauty of this earth that god created. maybe 16's too young an age to think about this, then again, we're never too young to do what we want. i don't know. it's just, suddenly i ask myself what's the whole big damn deal about o's? suddenly it seems that o's just played such a tiny weeny part in my life, but i have to be drawn back to the fact that i may get kicked out of HC anytime.

anyway, soph named her hamster meteor. HAHAHAHA. thanks to the shooting stars we saw (: i've concluded that i'm still scared of hamsters cos i dropped meteor again. :\ AHHHHH. this is bad. but it's nice to stroke the hamster's fur. i like to call it hamsteee anyway. okay, her smallest cousin is cute, for one moment i forgot if she's tessie or tonia. HAHAHA. the one i bully :\

AND MUAHAHAHA. I CAN COOK. YAYE! even if its just maggi noodles + beans + eggs, i can cook! YAY. so can derrick! sk and soph are only good at washing dishes which may not be even clean .HAHAHAHA. okay, joking.

watched enchanted on thurs with jamie and singyee :D and met liukun and jiani when i was coming out of the mrt station. HAHAHAHA. jamie has developed high resistance against cold weather man -.- sleeveless shirt in movies, how pro is pro! >.< anyway! the plot is kind of expected anyway, i like the chipmunk! HAHAHAHA. it's sooooo cute, esp the part when it was hung onto the hanger. sadist but cute. yay.

i love happy endings.

"Everybody's got bad times. But we don't sacrifice all the good times for the bad."
-Enchanted.


what about keeping the faith?


maybe i expect too much from life itself.


i should have knew that this was coming. now i ask myself, so what? would someone just freaking prove me wrong? i don't even know what made me so truthful.



as they come charging at you with full force, what can you do?

it seems like it was never a place to belong to, anyway.


yay! went out with deariest in the morning! to buy ridiculous things for her lovex3. we ate chippppppppppppy! anyway, it was so funny, we're like walking into the departmental stores and throwing our faces by seeing what we are seeing and began to yan2 jiu1 all the stuffs :\ LOL. i want the orange and green fbts!! gosh, didn't know they exist. anyway, concluded that we're kids living off our parents who don't work in the holidays but who cares >.< times! they're like selling 3 jodi picoult book for 29.17 i think. yeah. :\ I WANT MY BOOK, gosh, i'm going to buy it LATER, once my piano lesson ends at 5. it's "missing" by susan lewis. and i want marley and me! the book that made eileen cried(?!) HAHA. I STILL CANNOT FIND MY p.s i love you at home! sheesh :\ it's definitely at home, but WHERE ON EARTH. it's like my all time fav, tgt with where rainbows end ):

suddenly i'm just so into reading! and i shall get the harry potter book from sophia SOON. after the failed attempt yesterday. haha!

oh oh i was reading the summaries at the back of the book (i forgot the term for it) when i came across this phrase:

love of a lifetime, or a lifetime of love?

it's just complicated. i think i understand the phrase, then again, i think i don't. so i'm like shit what it means and she doesn't know too. HAHA! actually to think again, i think i know.

tomorrow's PAE posting, and i'm not excited anymore. due to my scary dream yesterday that none in our class got in HC except a few and the whole scenario was just filled with tears (tho i don't know why we are in the school that's demolished receiving our posting, hurhur) . i hope it doesn't come true. i just have such a bad feeling about PAE, and my o's. the more people say i shouldn't be scared, the more scared i get.

BLEAHHHH.

i wanna play the addminustimesdivideto21 game! HHHAHAHA.

sometimes i really really miss cedar alot, i guess everyone else does. from here, i kind of don't know how to move on. then again, i think i know. it's a phrase everyone has to go through anyway. and God will watch over us.

and yes i've decided.


thank you :DD (you know who you are! HAHA)


come what may,

if certain things are meant to be, they will be, even if it takes ten thousand years.
perhaps it'll take some time to let go, i know it's not easy, but i just have to.


我怀念的，是一起走过

but because the world keeps spinning and spinning.

就找个新方向往前走吧


(continued)

forgot to mention the durian icecream part which was totally ridiculous. DURIAN ICECREAM, just imagine it, so most of my group people chose to puke it out and miraculously we won the other group when guoxiang was saying that lose already. haha! morning games on the 2nd day was called off due to the rain ):

anyway! 2nd night was mostly me sophia derrick sk charmaine playing. yayyye i love stars :D just that the clouds mostly blocked most of the stars me and sophia saw on the 1st night and there's no orion belt! ): couldn't identify sirius tho. and there we are thinking if some were stars or airplanes >.< just listen to the frogs croaking. gosh and playing all sorts of games you can think of, and the plusminustimesdivideto21 game in the early morning and the animal game with evolutions mostly created by me. HAHAHAHA.

i just hope this isn't the end of the camp, that we'll all continue to grow closer to God :D

oh oh and derrick is born 2 days later than me. HAHAHAHA, in the same hospital, like sheesh!

and i can't believe i fell during bowling. funny things always happen during bowling, like the other time when the ball cracked. jinxed. haha!
-
anyway, back to the uncertainties part, it kinda sucks just thinking about it. while alot of 4Moomoos(:D) are going to hc, alot ain't too. and for those gg to hc, most of them are taking bio except char and charis.
and just as i ask why must things i don't want to happen always happen?
also, now it feels like having a cake in front of you and you cannot eat it.
and i'm determined to make true of those promises to myself.

AND IM GOING TO BUY XMAS CARDS TODAY!!!!! I THINK. HAHAHAHA. YAY.

huiyi is still at 2I's chalet and she's going to call me when she comes back and i bet we're going to talk for hours. somehow i just miss school days, going back to LABRADOR didn't help at all, i was totally sad on the first day, it just feels nostalgic looking at the rockwalls, canteen, dorms, high Es and the flag raising area where suria will always blow the whistle. have never regretted for a single moment (Except the morning of LTC06... you get the gist) being in the OAL board despite so many changes happening right now. tho jessica is overseas now, but i really have indigo to thank for. cos i've got a great dept and learnt so much, things i didn't dare to dream of in the past. and 4M, it just feels so fast, so fast it's all over. dreams will always be dreams, but these are memories<3 that i'll learn to treasure and remember.

if they're ever gg to demolish the labrador adventure centre, i will just faint. HAHA.
it's funny the way people communicate.


back from youth camp!

so, was in LLUVIA<3 which consisted alot of smaller kids and it's a girls power HAHAHA, but there's still me sophia celest melissa and guoxiang being the older ones.
anyway, thought the pastor glenn was really really damn good from the way he speaks through all his experiences and stuff. yeah. but guess i really grew alot spiritually and the gift of tongues. am thankful and grateful for that. :D cos God is just so wonderful.
i hate the mud, HAHAHAHA, my fav shorts are like soaked with them now and gosh, i hope the mud can come off! anyway, it's really encouraging and nice to see the group being so "hiong" about all the games and being mostly enthu even tho we all come from different walks of lives.
i love the worships! but they were abit short lah, could have been longer and higher :D

which brings me back to some unanswerable questions. like when sk said must continue going for YA next year. i wished i could give a definite answer. but it's just uncertainties of lives. who knows. with all the mess coming next year, new school, new friends, new subjects, new teachers, whatever. just pray for a miracle to happen. am fainting. just look at this two sats, camp echo and love actually. >.<

didn't sleep until around 8plus this morning. hahaha. shall continue later.


IM SO BORED IM ROTTING AT HOME. shall attempt to run around my estate some day. HAHA.

and i'm getting more excited about postings! just found out that (stupid, HAHA) collin put hc as first choice like what the. HAHAHA.

the mirror pic is taking forever to be loaded. but i love mirror pics! :D
<3

it's ironic how things may happen. HAHA, just last year during ldrs' chalet novabelle was showing us her vjcarol scores, and this year, wp's turn!

yay i wanna tan!


so long since i came across people being so passionate about whatever they do, their ccas.
seems to be lost on me for so long, ever since that day when i was robbed off my perfect dream.
was wondering how does it feel like to feel so strong about something, to the extent that you're willing to die in the midst of doing it, or rather giving up or devoting your whole life to it.

then again, many would have came across some stages of life when they really really found the passion of their lives, but eventually, many lost it. why?


okay i realised i haven't blogged in a long time, sorry blog. HAHA.

class chalet was cool, with all the yummy delicious food which were soooooo nice i just kept eating and eating and drinking 7up and drinking 7up and OH the biggest shou1 huo4 was that I LEARNT HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG.
while my msn nick went "i (finally) learnt how to play mahjong!", i've got thousands of convos which started off with "omg you dunno how to play mahjong?!". thanks man >.< kudos to the pro jasmine and julynn for teaching us noobs, and char who loves to keep all her tiles :D
oh oh and me and huiyi kind of played in the pool, not considered swimming, HAHAHA and the scary slide (see, alliteration, HAHA). i've finally got a bit of tan line which is sure to fade in time to come. I WANT TO GO SWIMMING! :D
didn't take any pictures at class chalet using my camera though. weird me. HAHAHA, i decided that i hate my cam alot now, money please?
I LOVE CHICKEN WINGS.
BUT I HATE CATS.

the rooms at ldrs chalet were biggg with the kitchen and hall and all, but BUGS, FLIES, AND MORE. stayed over for 2 nights, church camp up next.
it had to rain at this time, bbq was a sure goner. arcade was funnnn! i think i spent at least 15 bucks on arcade so shoooot me. jennifer the catofkelly was a pro at PARAPARA please! dancing queen lah. HAHAHA.
concluded that the television is actually an important part of most of our lives. HEHE.
i just got my first xmas wish from CHIEF (who woke up the latest on both days, what a pig)
The craziest 16-year-old fan of Take That says:
i shall say in advance la
The craziest 16-year-old fan of Take That says:
HAPPY XMAS 2007! : D
ruiwen! I SHALL BUY XMAS CARDS SOON! ADDRESES? ;D says:
............... WTH
ruiwen! I SHALL BUY XMAS CARDS SOON! ADDRESES? ;D says:
THANK YOU
ruiwen! I SHALL BUY XMAS CARDS SOON! ADDRESES? ;D says:
HAHAHHA
wth, merry christmas too! HAHA. anyway, on the 2nd night me and sharr just zonked out like that listening to music, which explains WHY i am sooo awake now cos i slept from 3+ to 9+AM :D so loser. HAHAHAA.
i can't believe that i was hungry throughout the whole chalet grumbling about food and counting down to 4AM everyday (macs breakfast opening time) and we didn't even eat macs AT ALL, except for me, a STRAWBERRY sundae. HEHE.
did i mention that burger kings stopped selling CHEESESTICKS?! WTHHHHHHHHH. BOO.
the instructors-vs-leaders daidee was so stressful :\ ANYWAY, we played and completed the game of life and disney monopoly (omg my childhood dream to own it, costed $99.90 during our era) AHHHHHHHHHHH. yay.

on 13th, the pae posting (YAY, am so excited!), 6A gathering @ safra?, choir bbq, ldrs outing? WOAH.


i had a nice dream about mustard source eating in a bus, wth. HAHAHAHA.

yay class chalet later, no badminton on mon cos qx cannot make it! ): I'M SO BORED, jasmine ang actually replied me at 1.40++AM and my whole table shook and i woke up.