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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

its amazing how little things that are capable of bring such immense happiness into many's lives.

anyway CSM today! HMMM HAHAHA! :D right, even though so many people left and all and even though we didn't win but we got 2nd for cheering! :D artemis is love! :D it's so i-dunno-how-to-describe seeing people sweating out, cheering their hearts and voices out even though the sun is blazing hot and the bonus was that our efforts paid off. heh! and getting to know super super zihigh people!

then our class (6 of us only! ) went to pizzahut to eat and 1#(%!* eve of public hols = no students/express meal so we ended up paying 15bucks each, there about. and koped huiwei's strawberry sundae :D walked aimlessly looking for irene's horn to find that the shop closed down.

choir was good but could have been better but ah well, hmmm got back our gowns today my mum was all like "eh why so modern one dun look like choir gown at all". i'm totally addicted to the song angels the acapella group sang FREAKING WELL!

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

<33333!>

anyway i shall really get down to mugging soon man haha it's like 9 days to our concert! :D :D:D:D

today is a damn tiring day i bet i will wake up with my right hand muscles aching due to hitting of pails which resulted in the bamboo poles splitting apart but ah heck! bought my pants for alumni's concert on the 14th and i saw super nice blouses but there's no size and to realise that i can't fit in S size anymore yeah it's a super sad thing LOL. way to go. and in no time concerts will be over, best bud will leave for nz, the geog people will leave, the c-africa people will leave, and blocks come, and choir will leave,

to be back someday.

one day i'd hear you sing for me



had a lovely timeout tonight! :D if only it had last longer but it can't because we've all got school tomorrow like what the! but nevermind yay now i'm finally looking forward to next friday! :D i'm beaming with happiness HAHAHA. didn't manage to get my laptop sleeve and i rejected an icecream treat omggg! LOVES<3 and i realised i am so much more productive without the distraction of a comp. HMMMM! no free cone though! ): LOL. forgot to camwhore! ): HAHAHA. <333333 and stop saying i'm an elitist just because i'm wearing ILOVEHC shirt. LOL.

TELL ME IF YOU WANNA GO FOR HC CHOIR CONCERT: VOICES IN FLIGHT!

its just sad when life says no to you and there isn't really much you can do about it.
i think the best i can do is really just to trust God, that everything's in his control and believe that everything we do is so as to glorify His name, and not to glorify ourselves in that sense. and perhaps how to really have faith in myself and in Him.

to think i actually gave up studying for chem test yesterday. so not my style. but whatever lah uh uh uh ! i must really become more twin-like and pwn every test without studying. LOL! but the day i become twin-like is the day i become crazy lah. i woke up super late today and wore my contacts+brushed teeth+changed in 5min and chionged out of the house but i was actually contemplating to pon school since its so meaningless, what for go sch to fail a freaking test. HEH.

there's more to life than life itself. for nothing is stranger than life itself.


where'd you go?





hmmm horrendous discovery about tomorrow's chem test. !)#(%!_! i am so so so so dead. if only there's a potion that can make me smarter hurhur.

if all goes well i'd be able to change my phone on thurs, HAH! as advance bday present, right, my bday is so long later. and oh yeah ILP two! gy totally dropped the piece of paper upon reading it hello snoopy. HAHAHA.

meeting best bud tomorrow for dinner i think haha! :D


i can feel this distance increasing exponentially hmmmm.


char totally made my day today! really really appreciate all of it<3

there is a time for everything that happens

time is such a powerful term in many ways

but minutes and seconds just pass by like that

somehow, 4 months just passed without leaving any trace and today has been a sad day.

i'm just seriously hoping time will be the powerful healer that i know it to be

and guess what i'm going to wait for my cousin in school tmr alone for 3 hours to go my grandma house and get my hagen daaz icecream!


hmmm just got home. now i'm so deadx10000000 i'm going to just dao chem class test next week! yay, i like singing fly me to the moon with lovely people even though me and yunmin were made to sing one by one but it still rocks even though i know i can't sing well enough to actually stage a performance at esplanade. HAHA!

okay so after sch me and fong stayed back and errr just sat at class bench and christabel came and we talked crap and all and they went to see hoxy play badminton after fac heads were announced and all.

i really love fridays, in general, not every friday. but yeah it kinda gives you a liberty to slack off and stop saying i'm chao mugger elson ee i got spies to tell me what you badmouthed about me you die on monday LOL!

strawberry yoghurts are becoming an essential part of hc life!

i hate myself when i'm lost for words. rahhh i've decided to watch the 10pm show!


yay bought a new book at times with iRene today! :D HAHA. and i totally fell asleep reading it on the sofa with my contacts on and when i woke up i thought i won't be able to open my eyes for a moment like it will be stuck there or sth -.- okay but the point is that it's a damn nice book! :D can't believe im reading two books concurrently but heck. LOL.

this morning started off just like any other tues or thurs morn, prayer meeting. oh then we were actually rushing for flag-raising but sk's leg was injured so me and soph walked really slowly with him and yaohui went off because "councillors cannot be late for flag-raising" LOL. then was pw presentation which we got totally threw off by the questions, and math which was such a bore cos i was like attempting to memorise chem spa stuff and then it was chem spa which was so painful for my stupid finger because it was all filled with sulphuric acid and i got 2 cuts so it makes writing super painful but YAY, my 50times++ of practicising half a drop paid off thanks to jiahan who taught me who to do half a drop last week after me doing 7 titrations which was totally spastic. and it was break and then it was lecture and i totally like the lecturer now she's damn funny and things kept dropping and chris keep saying i'm sleeping when i'm not! and then sch ended and went to fishtank to stone while talking to twin while waiting for some super nice person who went PS with me with a horn heh.

lets hope i get to sleep tonight. LOL.


hmmmmm tomorrow will be a new day with a whole new perspective.


SPA was okay, hopefully! i forgot all about my pen refill like sheesh! another SPA tomorrow!

floorball is damn fun, going by jiahan's moral of the game, JUST ZHAM! :\ its so much better than frisbee at least! HAHA. and because everyone zham-ed, there was a whole lot of slashing and whacking with sticks and airballs and screaming but damn fun! LOL.

anyway today's a wonderful day because we had this ultra mini og gathering just the 4 of us (me twin tag whee!) over at tag's classbench BESIDE the dustbin but nonetheless is <3 ! i always feel happy talking to people like them even though its just for a shorter short time :D :D

and went to watch TT match, and saw mr sng and mr goh there (omg!! HAHA) cedar cheers are always the best! and the 10min or so at the indoor sports hall was like watching leo play but eh at least i got to watch, since the empty talk from last year.

i don't know what to say but kor i really hope you're fine!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAPHETH ENG! :D :D :D :D i still feel that i'm so nice to actually call you at 12mn to wish you and say i'm super nice i bet you got a shock also. HAHA.

anyway SPA tomorrow like! and another SPA is like the day after tomorrow!!! aiyah whatever i just woke up after sleeping for 2 hours why am i so free to sleep. anyway math lecture was super, laxing today. i rather have lessons than have videos because the videos are only entertaining for 30min. LOL! and seriously sitting beside hiroshi really makes you sleep, like 99% of the time. gp was seriously stone and what more can i say! :\ i hate aq. its super demoralising! LOL.

because things have come to such a stage, ego plays a super big factor. HAHA. at least now i'm convinced of what i'm doing in a good way.

oh i can't believe my cousin went to look at my application form wahlao stupid adriel lam.

im so random i don't know what i'm typing anymore but HAHA did i mention i'm super inspired to go shopping now. anyway i bought a nice pair of heels for choir performances purposes i love the heel lah but i don't love the blackness of the body HEH!

supposed to be studying now but nevermind, write letter first!


i'm so excited for everything that is coming up next 'cause there's a thousand million things to look forward too heh!

the key, sincerity.


masquerade, paper faces on parade
so the world will never find you.


was just thinking about, you know how physics is always about formulas to me and never the concept. but sometimes it would be truly good if the world really functioned by formulas, cos at least there will be a degree of certainty in whatever you do. then again, the reason is probably because many things are conceptual, and that means that they're not understandable by nature. if one actually understands all the things in life that happened, think again, you've never really understood anything from the start. but i think i'm beginning to see light in things, how to take things as they come and NOT TO THINK SO MUCH. :D heh.

HAT DAT WAS SOOOOO FUNNY. cannot stand junshyang's laughter i think his laughter totally pwns mine lah :\ LOL. pics another day. and i totally melted hearing the people on stage sing oh my gosh i was saying if i'm really free one day i will go learn guitar and play to myself and sing to myself HAHAHA. sometimes the simplest joy can be the biggest joy. hmmm. food was good haha i was comparing the amount of food i took with jiahan but he claims he had more food -.-! at least after hearing what char said that their food sucked LOL but i think the games were damn funny and not to mention how we koped other classes' votes for minx and zijie and yeah duh they won HAHAHHA. and the games were super entertaining! oh, 6b is so wonderful i was 30min late and nobody was there yet except 2. HAAHA.

there's like a thousand million stuff to do which includes PCME tutorials, and gp work and alot more. sheesh! >.<


something that really caught my mind during the elections speeches today.

only when you lose yourself, can you find yourself.

i don't know. many things in life are there so as to help us rediscover more things about ourselves i guess. today something struck me during extra sectionals that in life there are really that much limitations towards what you can do. but i guess what matters most is how you can make the most out of these limitations.

okay today we were reminiscing our past, childhood days. LOL. it started with us talking about PW while queueing for western food, which evolved to talk about the various GPPs, evolved to irene's group doing on MUSIC. and me and chai suddenly went" MUSIC MAKES ME LOSE CONTROL. MUSIC MAKES ME LOSE CONTROL. DUM DUM DUMDUM DUM DUM DUMDUM" then i started singing "you are the music in me~" to irene and we all realised we all watch high sch musical and fong was going all about disney stuff and i was utterly shocked that irene watches and likes HSM and then we started talking about random shows like power rangers powerpuff girls pokemon (btw all of you all really look like pokemon's ash with those caps HAHAHAHA, 6b!) it was super funny then we talked about winx club, la bi xiao xin and all the cable channels and WAHLAO! SUPER FUNNY!

but nevermind hc is made up of childish people. a good example:

ζιﯼнґ™ says:
EVIL!
ζιﯼнґ™ says:
dun fren u liao
ruiwen MINNIE , HAT DAT! says:
siao -.-

see, HAHAHA! evidence, point proven.

anyway! no more waffles and i forgot to eat waffles today and i'm once again addicted to two hk dramas at the same time, die alr. LOL!


it feels as if a part of me is gone, thrown into open sea. and the best part of it all is that i have to act as if nothing has happened because all this while this has only been important to me only.

see-saw of emotions hur hur.

no, things ain't the same anymore. they will never go back to the times when i can smile because of some stupid spastic thing.


stayed up until 12+ ytd chatting away with huiyi and jappy :D:D:D:D was super funny lah. was talking pure rubbish and all but i felt ultra good and i was laughing away to myself in front of my comp when my whole family is sleeping :\ like how huiyi was saying tj guys can never make it cause none of them open doors for girls and how i was telling jappy that i din see him at all since o's ended and he went like u did, at hospital and i was like right so you can go make some girl pregnant now and when she gives birth to your baby or something i can go visit you at the hospital and make the baby call me godma HAHAHAHA.

sounds potentially crazy but yeah. HAHAHA!

i totally killed myself by talking too much during chem lesson about security (righttt LOL) and got self-volunteered to answer 4 killer questions and i was like totally stun diao. the only good thing is i can repeat sentences after mrlee fast enough and forget all about them after that but that's not the point. LOL. i'm getting terribly amused by the iPhone function ! -.-

yay and wafffles. HEHE! was rambling away about waffles i think everyone was going -.-" LOL! and damn terrible lah no strawberry yoghurt!!! but i went to buy 3 just now so HEHHH.

YAY IM EXCITED ABOUT HAT DAT! :D HAHAHAHA. clement's hat is SUPER UBER UBER DUPER CUTE on fong! and eileen was showing us her tiaras and pictures super cute please!

oh yeah something that was super amusing.
me : "who you bunking in with for the us trip?"
zijie: "gaomin!"
me: "i mean who you sleeping with"
zijie: "gaomin!"

zzzzzz. HAHAHAHA.

alumni prac tomorrow. gah. which means i will probably come home late, and i will definitely come home late on sat heh:D which means my mum will get quite frustrated with me but i dun care. the art of dao-ing your parents when necessary. LOL.

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i got super ultra pissed trying to do math tutorial HAHAHA i think i shld just stop thinking about h3 math its 100% cmi LOL.


i don't even know how to go about saying how i feel now but today didn't end off with a very good note. yeah, down with 7 and soon everything's gonna be over and everything's gonna restart on a fresh note and things are gonna get tougher. cherie made perfect sense when she said about how our starting song was gonna be magnifikat and how significant it is. <3


ANYWAY! ATHENA'S ICECREAM WAFFLE IS LIKE SO FREAKING NICE!!!!!!!!! ME AND FONG ARE SO ADDICTED TO IT BUT WE CAN ONLY EAT IT FOR TWO MORE DAYS ): i love it like anything in the world ahhh!! it made me super hungry after eating it and i couldn't find any nice proper food to eat so i koped fong's friend who is also twin's classmate's fried rice. LOL. super nice. >.<

6 days to xcntry finals and fac head elections HAHA!


it's so hard to come to terms with yourself, especially when it comes to accepting negative changes. i guess life's really been abit harsh recently. i don't even know to feel sad about this whole shit life which has been going on or to be happy that everytime i'm sad there'll always be people around me who will listen even if i really grumble alot.

yeah, subconsciously we all know that A's is very important, there's only 2 years in this small little journey in our life, there's only less than 1.5 years now considering honeymoon period is over officially, yet not really over. we all know that A's is important to a certain extent, but it is not everything, but it is something. we all know that soon after everyone will go different ways, the guys to NS, the girls to universities, and perhaps somewhere along our paths we will meet again, just that who knows when. we all know that its bad to sleep or to stone during lectures but we can't help it really. so what? i'm really exhausted. reaching home late everyday, even on my free-er days because i procrastinate hell lot. there comes tests. never study hard enough? we keep telling ourselves there's always a next time, to try, to try harder again, to do even better, or console yourself that its only a teeny weeny %. then again, all these teeny weeny % lost will eventually add up to something significant, something regretful isn't it? i don't know. it's been 4 months already, and i've done so many things and made so many wrong decisions that i don't know how to carry on from here any further.

it feels as if its like a hollow nutcase.

they say what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. that is only if you survive. hahaha.

school is the root of all troubles, yet it is also a root of happiness cum sadness cum all the emotions in the world you can think of.

it's also small little words that hurt the most.


it is these little things in life that make one's day feel all worthwhile. (:


sometimes we all forget how blessed we are actually, taking a million things around us for granted. then again, treasuring is such a big word.

it feels like there's several exits now.

take the chance.


today started out well heh eventually i decided to go for the prayer meeting despite sleeping quite late last night i managed to reach sch at 745 and the worship was simply amazing, all my fav songs! :D now light of the world is still stuck in my head. jiayou man i really believe we can do it! :D with more prac and determination, time will show it all.

happy birthday yingting and shilbe! <333333333

and went to eat fish&chips with zhihui adeline and xingyi and xingyi's bag broke halfway LOL! eh i like the bread :\ stupid rain left us slightly drenched then me and xingyi decided to take bus back to sch even tho i had no concession. char and her friend were brave enough to walk back LOL enjoying the rain! :\

study session totally failed through heh, never procrastinate with a good procrastinator LOL i can't believe it takes so long to decide whether to go church or not! then char and elson were like dun go church lah zzzz. but i'm glad we went 'cause there's just this peace in my heart right now i cannot describe. its so true when uncle daniel said something about bible never saying its love that pleases God but faith, because faith is the foundation of love. it never really occurred to me in this way. sometimes steps of faith are really important. and leo and yaohui were SO NICE to walk me to the mrt righttt they actually wanted to use the toilet at heartland mall only. HAHA.

then gaomin had to wait for me for so long i'm so so sorry ! >.< like 30min or so. omg. ahhhh. then we walked over only to find the ulu-nated place much later. then we played this super amusing balancing toy game and im addicted to the biggest and blackest block LOL. the stars tonight and the moon were very nice indeed! momox is like alcohol addict please haha. its seriously damn fun lah the blocks game i'm missing it quite a fair bit! then we walked over and went crystal jade HEH i didn't know xiao long baos are supposed to have soup inside! never even realised it until i ate the 3rd xiaolongbao! LOL. fong ah fong, tsk tsk! :D oh anyway i'm very happy because i ate hagen daaz strawberry icecream! :D

i concluded i'm always misplacing my bottles i almost lost my pink bottle today until i called elson and confirmed that its at the class bench and he just couldn't stop niao-ing me about forgetting to bring it to stj. grrrrr.

oh then i took NEL home alone as usual then suddenly i saw this familiar person walk in the cabin lol kaijian. so i was like asking if he had stj or something 'cause alot of classes are having it today and he was like no he went to mug. shit man i seriously worry for math now. and PW. WHEEEE.

maybe results are really directly proportional to grades. but by the time you realise it, it's all too little too late. i'm not a quitter, so yeah. luck isn't there all the time haha.

circles are cool shapes, they allow you to go round and round, non-stop.


okay i should just stop procrastinating big time, this isn't getting me anywhere. LALALALALA. maybe i should start giving math tuition and get paid! LOL.

chai made me realise that actually some of us are just really scared about commitments. i don't know lah, it's really scary and hmmm, i don't know what to say. perhaps i've already decided :\

!@)$(!

significantly insignificant.


it took me so long to realise something like this. HAHA. i concluded that i'm a damn easily touched person! and yay i can't wait till 9th may comes! :D okay, the idealistic plans. HAHAHA!

i can't say any more further but i'm truly disappointed in you guys, really.

HEATS WAS SUPER FUNNY TODAY! shall not elaborate on it. but it was ultra funny!

oh yeah, moral of the story of the day, don't sit with hiroshi during physics lecture! because you'll be tempted to sleep, like me. so i slept a whooping 40min and apparently mr ong laughed at us sleeping cos i was in a very comfy position. heh.

IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING MATH NOW. bleah.

what next?


也许到最后，你还是要走...


quote from chai's blog,

If You Could See Me Now
When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or a picture falls off the wall, it makes noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loudly your ears ring and your heart aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white caught in the sea, it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks like and that's what is sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped, great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that's the thing about love; no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it's silent, you're just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it.

-Cecelia Ahern



my all time favourite author! :D it's just so beautiful, the way she describes a heartbreak.

that aside, got our folklore costume today! :D it's totally red. HAHA. i like it! even though i took S but i guess it looks okay since i'm used to oversized stuff just that zhihui can't stop bickering with me -.- HAHAHA! jiamin looks like a ketupat (how u spell it) cos she's so greeeen! i loved today, if only everyday was like today's prac.

somethings just suck when you're finally forced to come to terms with it. that's the thing about humans. we all hide stuffs within us, refuse to share, but one day when you realise actually everyone has long realised the something that is happening, it just comes as such a shock, too much to take. i really don't know what to do or what i can do, it hurts hearing the two of them say those stuffs. :\

anyway, still no pw groupings -.- ZZZZZZZZZZ. and, i miss chris ho's lectures like seriously!!!

i know what is impossible and what not.


in the end, it boils down to how far a person is willing to go.


you know how super super super good was it to meet up with all the people who grew up with you, whom you took o's together with, whom you would still talk to for the remaining years of your life. HAHAHAHA!:D yesterday was a blast, not because of the speech day (yeah, recognition, prizes, what not) but because of the company! like 10 of us were squeezing into singyee's car and sw and simin look like they're making out at the back of the car and then the super lame jokes and liukun's zihighness. and jamie is still ever so pro to wear heels to liukun's house! and how the few of us walked on the roads in the midnight after being lost on our way to her house, and how there was a lizard and i started running, but main point was that char was the one who screamed! and jiani merely laughed >.< and looking at how charis played soccer table was truly amusing toe the max! :D heh, not the mention the super super nice food at chompchomp and the camwhoring with our blazers :D :D

there's nothing that i can express in words to say how much i really love this company, our usual group of friends. i always feel so secure with you guys around! even though i'm super tired and even though there's lizards :\ and i always feel so me, it's as if i don't have to say anything but you guys understand me <3 not to mention huiyi going back to hc! :D you know, for the first time in my life i was thinking what would have happened to me if i'd went to join the rest of them at vj. (vj's pe shirt is ULTRA comfortable haha) because that would have meant that we would all be still together, at least physically. but i guess its exactly absence that make the hearts grow fonder, sounds cliche but yeah, so that's why we all come to treasure such a day like yesterday even more so than we would ever do.

HAHAHA. i actually lost to char by 2 balls in pool yesterday! such a great achievement to me lah >.< LOL! the k songs made me felt emo and soon after i conked out on the sofa. had to sleep right, choir today >.< but i could hear them waking charis up with "ting hai ku de sheng yin" LOL DAMN NOISY! and my getting lost in liukun's house incident is super hilarious and unbelievable lah zzz. the lift very nice :\ heh.

i always feel in peace whenever i hear cedar choir. the amazing blend was just so harmonious, so perfect, despite the really bad acoustics and flies flying around. this, was where we all came from. the 2nd song is like terribly wonderful, even though i suspected that the ending pitch was slightly inaccurate. but still, goshhhh! then denyse and i talked to the juniors and was finding out about how they were and stuff, can't i say i just look forward to LIMELIGHT! :D

anyway, today was a good day. started off with a lil mini prayer meeting which like quite alot of people attended. i don't know. but i feel so right, so right in there it's where you can bare your feelings out knowing that brothers and sisters will be there for you, prayers works miracles 'cause there's nothing the almighty God can't do as we submit humbly to Him. worship was superb, such wonderful voices coming together just to give praise to Him! we must have faith yeah? for all the bad things that had happened, let good ones replace them.

then we did pip after choir after lunch and it was totally spastic. jiahan came along and looked ultra shocked LOL! okay, i attempted going to the kiosk to buy hagan daaz icecream but they simply don't have the smaller tubs. BLEAH, waste my time and effort walking there! LOL. then i went to my grandma house and slept until 7PM just now. too tired. this week is like super hectic. zzz.

ever wondered how such a small little gesture can totally make a person's day feel right? :D


i don't understand at all.

what is left after all this?

choosing to believe that i have the key to open this door.


when you said nothing at all.


when weird stuffs caught you unaware, what would you do?

anyway, please support voices in flight! :D and bring us to the olympics. haha. i don't know, just feeling rather sad/disappointed these days because there're people that i really want them to go, and not just buy the tickets for the sake of buying it.


yup, we're improving bit by bit to stage a near perfect concert on the two nights itself.

singers are like actors. once you step onto the stage, you just gotta forget yourself and remember the music, and put on the brightest smile and expression you've got.

HAHAHA, i think yingting and i are like totally addicted to this phrase in magnifikat. ITS SO SUPER NICE! :D

and chem spa was totally gg. mr lee was like laughing at my titration! LOL! and cheer up okay irene its a MOCK! :\ so that you won't make the same mistake in the real one! :D

i don't know i just feel so lerthargic these days i have no mood to do anything and chem lecture is no longer in lt3! the lecturer is totally helpful today in the audi. haha. 6b is like sitting right at the front row. -.- okay, at least the aircon is no longer freezing but still.. zzz!

and today was totally bad, i'm still having a bad headache from yesterday thanks to PI! but i'm glad i've persevered on yesterday passed midnight eh >.< until i got motivated indirectly to go to bed and dao my pi and started chatting on msn. LOL.

and tonight is the night to finish pi. HAHAHA. for good. won't be home tomorrow until sat night so MISS ME!:D





even if it's just a hello, and a goodbye.
i guess you'll never know what i truly hold close to my heart.


thank God for his grace and that today is a wonderful day :D