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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

other than saying i'm fcking screwed, i'm feeling super x 1000000000! miserable because i think i'm falling sick soon and my whole nose is block i cannot breathe.

please take physics paper in this condition -.-


what's the use of dreaming if you don't dream big enough.

HAHA, so much about dreams, i seriously hope dreams will never translate into reality if not i will just die now. I HATE MY WHOLE NOSE AND THROAT but without a throat i can't sing enough :D HAAHAHAHHAHAHA.

i know, physics.......

okay i realised that i love the feeling of knowing that you've conquered a paper! alot! and i miss this feeling! so i'm gonna take my last chance and MUG PHYSICS!

looking at the remaining days i have

thurs = mamamia + stayover@weihan's!
fri = meeting for the whole day with beloved people!
sat = HAHAHA + grandma house
sun = I DUNNO STAY AT HOME FIGURING OUT HOW TO USE EXCEL CELLS!
mon = FOS :D GO ARTEMISSS! and 6B!!!! zijie rocks for training them in vball!
tues = POOL + err dancing?!
wed = pool + more dancing?!
thurs = grad day!!
fri = grad day AGAIN + open house!!
sat = I DUNNO
sun = I DUNNO AGAIN

where got time to do pw?!

charistoh sucks and rocks, for yay-ing after i said math was difficult to prove that she isn't problematic HAHAHA, and rocks for having me as HER friend :D


yingting is damn sian 'cause she -12marks for math.


then i should be ultra ^ 100000 sian because i -20 full marks for math.

okay i should stop whining but cannot help it. my heart bleeds for it man. ultimate tragedy.

HAHAA LOOKS LIKE i accomplished nothing today again! ):

except for playing bridge with kaiming wenjing and I REFUSE TO NAME WHO, some idiot senior who keep saying i'm noob HAHAHAHA!!! who looks like ghost.
AND WINNING ONE SET OUT OF FOUR. hurhurrr.

hey you just gotta learn to cope with disappointments in life. even if the odds are against you. pull through. it's just one more paper. GO RUIWEN!


to xingyi and irene who are currently studying at macs at some jurong place,

PLEASE MOVE TO ALONG NEL WHEN YOU GET MARRIED NEXT TIME!

- SHOWS ULTRA SAD AND CUTE FACE.


in a vicious attempt to revive my physics cells... HAHAHA i think i'm gonnna go study alone after math paper tmr woohoo!

we've got too much time till we wasted it all. then looking back and regret for wasting all our youth, saying things unsaid, letting things pass us by. then one day conclude that damn, this is so not worth it. we could have done so much more, way much more. all the strings left loose. perhaps one day it'd be time to tighten them up, cut the frayed ends.

天亮了，地球再转一圈了

HAHAHA shien sent me the whole of s.h.e's new album that day (omg that crazy guy actually has time to go out to buy their album, respect! ) HAHAHAHA. will get it after promos. which reminded me how i earned 50bucks this week because i go home to eat lunch everyday omg i'm such a wonderful daughter!

back to math! :(


HAHAHA i think i'm super dead.

was looking through all the math class tests with all the Bs and Ds and i can't figure what the hell am i doing HAHAHHA.

and GC applets are the stupidiest things on earth why can't people just be TRADITIONALLLL and stick to the old, conformed ways instead of being lame and coming up with one thousand million nonsense and a freaking guidebook which no pro-es can understand its not even a dummy's guide.

HAHAHA bestbud offered to send me rj 08's promos paper which according to him is super killer but i rejected :O EVEN THOUGH i am damn tempted to do for challenge's sake but HAHAHA my pride has to be reserved for mon's paper. right.


my greatest achievement today is to have finished the hongkong drama i was watching HAHAHAHA yeah man 20 episodes during promos i think i rock big time :O

i love my cousin hahaha he's damn zai HAHAHA but praising him to much will cause A to become U so hello adriel lam actually you still suck big time HAHAHA

oh yeah we'll need the whoosh on monday HAHAHA stupid yingting was complaining how screwed her chem was 'cause there was no whoosh then she got the questions correct anyway. stupid girl. LOL.

i still think i'm getting weirder HAHAHA. but <33333 to charis still :D like "lub dub lub dub!! " (OKAY ONLY PEOPLE WHO TOOK BIO WILL KNOW AHAHAHA, the power of biology)


HAHAHAHA i forgot that going home so early would land me up into taking the long lrt route home :( !)$*%!*$!) should have just went to kap with irene and xingyi (AHHAHAHA irene don't be pissed! :O) then i thought one whole big loop home .

thanks to rudylee, our chem grades on isp are

4

Chemistry H2

30.2

U

811

12%

-.-
but it's okay HAHAHAHA cos everyone got U!

and it's damn retarded the next time i ever sit in the same place as i sat in today i will just walk out of the examination hall it's so freaking cold i couldn't even think!!!!!!! and no charmaine beside me hahaha i realised that i do questions better with people i know around me! brain freeze is no joke. i'm starting to think it has detrimental effects on my brain. it's so cold i was standing under the hand dryer for dunno how long after the paper then realising my hand is quite painful 'cause overheat -.-

okay jiahan's joke in the morning was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. what animal cough when people cough? not copy CATS but a horse. figure :D

there's this new hk drama that my mum's watching which is quite nice but damn no time to keep watching it !

singyee was super funny (charistoh you suck this morning for giving me that reply) she suddenly smsed me to wish me good luck thinking that tmr's our gp paper! and vj ended their promos already !$)($(_!#%(*%#@ haha i saw this huge bunch of vj people on the train today and then i thought i saw suni's bag then confirmed my suspicions upon seeing collintang then i told him cos he's too obvious to be seen LOL grah i miss having chinese tuition and how the few of us always make linlaoshi speechless

AND I JUST DECIDED TO GO TO BED WOOHOO! okay maybe i'll watch the drama still but HAHHAHAA until my mum chases me away.

i taste freedom! :D soon soon HAHAHAHA.

oh damn irritating rudylee keep walking pass our class row and look at our paper then i stare at him -.-

and as we wonder how reluctance can be so scary.


越陷越深

was explaining to chai about anaerobic respiration HAHAHAAAA (write too much)

promos drives people M A D >.< sorry to clemmy for tearing up your PHOTOCOPIED tutorial from EILEEN :D

hahaha i think i will still end up sleeping even though there's just and can never be enough time for chemistry but i'm totally brain dead from econs. :( which was why i chickened out and didn't do ques 3 (just like the other pussies HAHAAHA xingyi is not a pussy though :O)


@!)$*^*!!!! i'm so jealous of the geog people now bwah.

it's amazing how each individual always have supports and beams in his/her life, where they know they can always find strength in each time they are falling.


exams give us excuses to flare up at people or be mean HAHAHAHA.

but then it doesn't give us the liberty to watch tv.

and yay can't wait to watch mamamia! after promos :D

meanwhile, studyyyy econs!

i think i'm gonna have stomachache tomorrow morning again , rahhhh


these are the days when you are grateful that you mugged SS like mad during sec3 and 4 till the extent that the remains of SS stick with you for life and when you have nothing to write for a GP essay you can always write about SINGAPORE. :O
HAHA!
i wrote about BABIES lol -.-

and meanwhile char should thank me 'cause she didn't freeze in the hall LOL

one down :D

see the wonders of promos is that you always get free treats like the one tianning lost during BTs HAHAHA she's gonna treat us to movies or buffet i don't know either one HAHAHA.
and irene you should treat me abalone instead if i don't get 4As ! 2 cans :D

i feel like sleeping now >.<

绕着圈子转
就这样一直转


possibly the worst of all deceptions, self-deception.

HAAHAHA it's tomorrow, :( why can't the paper be in the afternoon or something so we can sleep more! whatever. JIAYOU EVERYONE!:D


从来没试过这么不踏实

which makes me wonder if i've really changed or has the environment changed me or whatsoever but haha the first thing you ever learnt in cedar "change in the only constant", it seems more and more applicable and sounds increasingly correct when you grow up (if that's the only term to describe ageing :O)

i guess i will just have to make do with my poor level of concentration for the following days. HAHA. i DID try recalling how it was like last year, and i vaguely remember myself watching tv from 8.30pm onwards everyday before o's and prelims. but then, i didn't blame myself.

then i started thinking about a brand new school year, a year with nothing, absolutely nothing to fall back on, where everything starts from point zero.
and i think it sucks pretty much..

but for now. study harder. before i regret and then all i can do is to cry after promos HAHAHA then xingyi will have a terribly hard time! LOL.


i didn't want to post today

but

happy birthday png huiyi!

HAHAHAHA. damnit it feels like i've known you for AGES like reallly, for more than half of my life, and if i'm still alive at 90 it means 90% of my life... thank God for you, really :D see how impactful you've been in my life, classmates for 6 whole years, same cca in pri sch, i remembered giving you this "friends always" keychain on your 11th/12th birthday HAHAHA the forever friends one! :D going to the same student care, going to cedar, (thanks to you) i chose triple sci, going into 3M, then 4M, always lending me notes that i never returned (:O), helping me to solve any shit questions that i cannot do, always lending me a shoulder a lean on, always tolerating my bad temper last time, us yelling and screaming at each other when we were younger, falling in love and falling out of love together, eating pizza hut student's meal FOREVERRRR at compasspoint, me taking your car and you taking my car, me messing up your room and throwing your eeyore making it bounce off your house ceilings, you helping me clean my room and pack my worksheets but you never found back your history notes since sec1 LOL LOL. then taking on the phone for everyday of O's, mms-ing each other for diagrams (i still can't believe we so hi-tech), going home together, coming hwachong together, you leaving, me seeing the pain and tears and sorrow in your eyes when we received our results, you being in adriellam's junior class (HAHAHA), all the most amazing stuff we did and told each other. <333 times 10^infinity. HAHAHA.

happy birthday dearie! :D EVEN THOUGH IM DAMN PISSED COS IF I WAS EARLIER BY 1 MINUTE I WOULD BE THE FIRST URGHHHHHHHHHH. i'm sorry for your agony that i'm not the first HAHAHA. next year i will be!!!!


(okay kill me. LOL. @ my birthday party last year :D)


i got inspired by huiyi!

HHAHAHA.
I HAVE A MASSIVE WISHLIST!

1. some miracle to happen so that my phone spoils and i get a new one!
2. more clothes even though i have damn alot of unworn clothes :\
3. the similar flipflop heels to be found in singapore that i bought from H&M in austria!
4. buy super alot of birthday presents for super alot of people
5. make irene chu treat me because i won't get 4As
6. to find a nice bagpack :(
7. to hire a maid to clean my room and file all my worksheets into files and clean my room again!
8. for fac outing 2 to go wellllllll! :D
9. for the 6 of us to go out and celebrate reshma's bday HAHAHAHA
10. to go liukun's house for sleepover and play!
11. find a nice red colour slipper!
12. for me to be smarter next year
13. i changed my mind because huiyi will clean my room / i have alot of people waiting to queue up to be my maid
14. GROW UP AND stop being indecisive over small things >.<
15. I REALISED THAT IM A VERY EASILY CONTENTED PERSON :O
16. oh find a nice wallet !


i can't believe my mum just invaded my privacy by reading my sms inbox without my permission -.- screw.

HAHAHA. i don't believe this man it's the first time in 4 years i actually thought my studying plan failed. SOMEHOW i didn't allocate time for math at all i don't know. and everything else seems screwed and unprepared for and i don't know what's this but URGHHHHHHHHHHHH. damnit. it's so hard trying to believe in yourself when you don't have anything to start with. at this rate i need to start studying for prelims in june next year -.- HAHAHA.

two days ago was so funny was talking to huiyi on the phone for damn long and yeah badmouthing people :O LOL. and talking about massive spamming of tuition during the hols (yeah right i think im going for econs tuition HAHAHAHAHA wtf)

again again, it's better this way. it hurts like crappy crab strawberry crepe okay ignore me

and blahblahblah i don't wanna face everything on earth !$)%*$*$!#(!_ being human sucks. having senses sucks too woohoo -.-


was looking through the econs list, and HAHHAHAHA how zai cedarians are :D seowyee's first in level, there's xiping, charmaine, elizabeth! (irene claims its that we all mug damn alot)


if one day there was a way to rewind time, it definitely won't be what it is now. i don't like, detest, hate, whatsoever, risks. the game involves far too much risk, too much to handle.

it feels like the last day of school today but haha it has just started o.O

会过去的


i was randomly in my own thoughts, then i remembered this movie that mr sng showed us back in sec3,

Carpe Diem
which is about the only phrase applicable to now, and in fact every other day.

and then i start thinking of how cool our eng lessons were watching scrubs (haha gloriatan watches it too we watched it on the plane back to singapore i think from DUBAI) :D
comparatively, gp now sucks. or prolly mr sng was too zai. HAHA

it reminded me about what i used to disagree with how the teachers predicted my life in jc will be like, and then now i agree, and hahaha i wonder how they forsee. to at least stay ignorant or act ignorant for some time.

and then now the only thing left is probably to jiayou all the way.

somehow i'm being immuned to everything around me and i can't figure out if that's good or bad.





i think my phone will explode or something HAHAHA after it's heating up phenomenon which has persisted for such a long time :O


i concluded that i'm highly multi-faced i can't seem to decipher what am i even thinking of now.

it's damn scary sometimes. because half the time i don't know myself.

HAHAHA. time for speedy chemistry :O if i manage to score well for tomorow's test i will just bang the wall and die HAHAHAHA = less motivation to study.



yeah why am i here! :( i seriously pray that i won't fall sick, looking at the spastic weather beyond hope, and sleeping so late, and sweating like mad pig and cow, and i haven't STARTED on my i&r (yeah it says ALOT) but hello i felt this sense of achievement and AHAH moment seeing the 55 page wr getting printed out. even though the essence is probably in the story we created/weaved with extraordinary small but meaningful words.

to be fine for promos i need to conquer: AP GP SEQUENCES AND SERIES, APPLICATIONS OF INTEGRATION, ORGANIC CHEM, REACTION KINETICS, WAVES, SHM, MACHANICS, which is damn alot omg -.-


okay i typed near 1000 words and then decided not to post it. HAHA.

ytd bella randomly smsed me and thoroughly amuses me and i can't believe how goood/bad a timing is this HAHAHA she always appears at the right time and HAHAHA i realised how much have i not been talking to alot of people. >.< 'cause everyone's just so freaking busy what's life turning us into ....

i hope my specs won't spoil completely 'cause i need them for promos but the lens are like cracking, soon :\

which reminds me about how irene was trying to put eyedrops and me and xingyi just can't stop laughing (INSIDE JOKE!!)

and how i reached school the earliest in 2 weeks 只因为 charistohsiying ('s physics notes)!

shall drink more water HAHAHAH to prevent headaches and dehydration. ah well, i hate headaches!

i hate it when people don't believe me and i don't believe in myself either.

aiyah but whatever

somehow i can't imagine that i've been in hc for 1 year already.

and this 1 year, filled with love warmth hatred coldness friendship joy happiness devastated moments sadness tears screams laughters discovery truth-seeking singing choices latenights getting chased by security guards events camp! austria! 6b! and everything else hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i just one day when we look back we won't regret everything afterall.


i need to recall the good things today to make me happier HAHAHA wtf i hate sequence and series

1. that our italics thingy for pw actually worked, DEEPLY amazed. thank God :D
2. sponsorships! LALALALA.
3. that we all failed the halogenoalkanes test :O

it seems that i can never be calm these days and i was on facebook until i saw shihuan's status: trying to find the enthalpy change of combustion of himself and yeah one day i should just explode myself too HAHAHAHA, one day. nothing can express my hatred for math these days bleah >.<

i always feel like i'm on self-destruction nowadays. -.-


then at least all is not lost for good. somehow i always get harsh wakeup calls a couple of days before major exams. don't know whether it's a good or bad thing HAHAHA.

then it'll be time to do what i do best, apart from mugging (lol whattheshit), _

now i think it's a super ultra good thing to be so fully occupied after promos that i wouldn't even have the time to breathe, so that at the very least i can continue breathing without my conscious realising it, for if not i'm afraid i might just stop breathing altogether. okay no, time to think about how to handle stressful life after promos ! and tuition-hunting HAHA wth

most of the time, when you grow up, you tend to trust people more. but i think by the time i reach 50 years old or sth i will only trust less than 10 ppl but i will never trust myself again HAHAHA. trusting myself sucks 'cause half the time i'm wrong except for the chemistry question 1 of mcq yesterday :O (HAHAHA THANKS TO XINGYI AND IRENE )

whatever, back to econs. HAHA. screw the chem test on thurs and YAHDADADADA. i kind of expect myself to screw promos but i don't really wanna care anymore.


today's my dad's birthday and i forgot until i came home and saw my mum at home!

haha i love charistoh lah I RESPECT YOU DAMN ALOT NOW! yayyy and she's gonna make me her official wedding powerpoint planner! :D HAHAHA.
and i love xingyi too HAHAHAHA she's ultra funny

and it broke every believe that i once had
whatever about the simplest things on earth

如果有一天我们都发现


damnit i just discovered that my love for all things in the world is exponentially greater than my love for math

time to kill myself -.-

adriel lam was like he feels like killing himself sometimes but there's no hdb around (yeah rich kid) HAHAHA then i showed my mum the sms and she told me to stop studying -.-


i don't know what's wrong with me these days, but this morning during phy tuition i had this overwhelming thought that yeah, i probably did the best choice in my life choosing physics over bio, even though my phy still suck alot. HAHAHA. why? i don't know either. it's one of those feelings you get once in a long while that you can't explain. sometimes, trouble-shooting can give so much sensation. afterall, who can account for weird feelings you get all the time.

was dying of headache ytd night but still managed to keep myself glued to the tv until 1am or so, knowing that i have to wake up early today. :D LALALALA.

whatever about ceteris paribus,


if i ever fail econs, that's cos i totally deserve to.

but ahhh undoing organic chem gives damn alot of satisfaction HAHAHA.


when the occasion rises up for it, you just gotta give your best shot and never turn back to regret. "the beauty of the human mind and spirit probably lies here." (-jamie!) sometimes, people never ever demonstrate their determination and yearn for something, so badly, until the odds are up against you.

i was looking through my photos then i realised how bloody good the times in austria were, and yay till open house comes! i miss shopping trips and camwhoring sessions >.<

if faith is the substance of things hoped for, and the evidence of things not seen..


damnit i just told xingyi i think i found my allergy. MINTS. like seriously everytime i eat mints my hands will become numb.

and michael phelps has the same bday as me. HAHAHA at least that's what my mum says! (omg irenechu are u jealous)

and low batt wth !

how do you define something that is not anything you know of in this world?


i got back super alot of money because of the adult fares that sbs transit deducted for one month plus and i couldn't be bothered to file the claim... HAHAHA.

okay yay the highlight of today is the captain's ball match. HAHAHAHAHA. right, everyone knows what is it we're pissed off about the game but heck, YAYYYY LIM RUI WEN IS SO BRAVE hahaha i marked that guy for so long when nobody could. HAHAHAHA. WOOHOO. and we won lah, 8-6 according to mrlee. the funniest parts were elson boo-ing people on court and how zijie jumped and landed on the chair sitting !

:D


my house sucks now there's like a funeral downstairs and they're ringing the bell like nobody's business -.- reminds me that the multistorey carkpark opposite my house had some movie screening the day before SS prelims last year and it was so annoying and dreadful @)$*!_!+ i forgot half my SS stuff. i kinda recalled calling huiyi to whine. HAHAA as usual.

and then HAHAHA look at the new nano, my heart itches for it !

haha, one week passed just like that. and i wonder for how many more years of the rest of my life would i feel like i'm just wasting life away, just like today.

then conclude that it isn't a bad thing at all. at least, we're still breathing, alive, and able to eat and sleep :\

i can't stand how people are increasingly getting faker as time goes by.


chem consult without people rocks like anything... HAHAHA though i think i am increasingly pissing mr lee off 'cause i keep rebutting his explainations. but at least it convinced me that there's hope for organic chem :\

i'm listening to hotel california on artemis blog now HAHAHA guojun rocks to the max, seriously. it's a song that i've listened to since i knew how to listen to sounds HAHA my dad's all time favourite song. but it's nature is so sad i dunno i always think it's a heart-wrenching song.


& to guess and wonder what's true and what's not


what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger

and what withstands the troubles and turmoils and everything else will, hopefully, become better.


i secretly enjoy doing physics HAHAHAHA omg


haha i was going crazy, on the verge of breaking down yesterday night then i called my-damn-wonderful-friendsfor11years-andclassmatefor8years to whine :\ and i kept whining and cursing alot of people i feel so mean and i took up her mugging time >.< but yayyy thanks :D i feel damn alot better since yesterday night.

until this morning when i was so late , imagine being trap in a stupid jam for 1hour 15minutes, that i wasn't even caught HAHAHAHA. then rushed to the staffroom immediately T.T

so i'm gonna be a bad contributor to the environment i'm gonna switch on the aircon everyday until sayyyy end of promos. HAHAHA. my mum says she wouldn't mind paying for the extravagant electricity bills if it makes me feel, comfortable. right -.- then i will have stupid block noses. HAHAHA. >.<

it seems as if everyone's caught in vicious cycles of their own. which makes me think that i was right to start with. though having good starts may not lead to good endings. though there's always the other side of the story.

was talking to xingyi about what happens after j1, i don't know, life in general, h3s, unis, courses, modules. which is kind of sickening HAHAHAHAHA if this goes on i will have no job then i will become a tuition teacher or like become an air stewardess HAHAHAHAHA. and then i think about what if i hadn't quit piano! sucks. i think i am starting to regret and this isn't good at all.

and then i was thinking about xmas this year. HAHAHA. i'm gonna go crazy and send xmas cards before 7th dec since i will only be back on the 21st :\ maybe. i don't know. i like writing xmas cards HAHAAHHAA then drawing alot of heartshapes!

because life is such an irony, because everyone seeks perfection till a certain extent, we often come up with one thousand million deciding factors before we decide on something. and my best game is impulsiveness which always gets me nowhere. so next time, slap myself before i start watching tv and blogging :\ it's not worth it seriously..............................................

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHOIR TO COME AGAIN DAMNIT I MISS YOU GIRLS LIKE ANYTHING ): rachel came to ask me something so funny i could only laugh and smile. HAHAHA.


i think i will go crazy if promos are longer.

it's not an issue between can or cannot, it's want or don't want to.

and somehow we'll be struggling with that for the rest of our lives.

hello. back to studying.

i fell asleep on my table just now and i woke up and flared up at my mum for not waking me up. yeah i know. i'm just pissed with myself for everything on earth and i can't help it. feeling stressed isn't the best way either. and then i just end up flaring up at everyone else. not that i want to. sometimes you just can't help it.

AHHH it's getting so bad i wish that i will break my hand or something so i don't even have to take promos. -.-


hello stop confusing me


wahahaha yay budget's done and i'm happy now. FINALLY CAN STUDY IN PEACE.

maf was fun! :D haha. quite. stupid cousin didn't wanna buy me a helium balloon, charistoh came up to me to give me a garfield HAHAHAA and huiyi was jealous but i can't believe both of you missed the light up -.- ! only reshma yingting (and marychong) joelynn went and joelynn's pink skirt was TOTALLY OBVIOUS that me and xingyi spotted her from the 4th floor. then we hid in a409 'cause it was damn hot. and some kind soul helped us take alot of jumpshots which all failed cos reshma's phone too lousy :\ HAHAHA. then the class was being spastic at the gallery looking at people dancing and watching damn interesting ongoing live shows HAHAHA. YAYYYY me and chai carried a pink lantern! :D which costs 2 bucks, it's like !)*#&%!_!+ expensive. the rain had to come. but oh well. then we bought the old hc pe tee HAHAHA. didn't throw coins into the wishing pond thingyyyy tho. LOL. then fetched huiyi home and then (okay cannot say here) my mum's damn amused!

从零开始
probably the best phrase to describe my mood now... HAHAHA.
what goes around goes around and comes around.


crap i think i must change phone soon because i don't even think my phone can survive till the end of this year. HAHAHA. ):

yay i can't wait for open house EVEN THO I DUN GET THE SHIRT but hahaha.

im too lazy to upload pics! :\

and guess what i successfully stopped signing in to msn HAHAHAHA!


HAHAHA i love liukun jiani char and charis! :D


hahaha okay whoopie i started on my memorising econs notes fully spree and writing them out by heart HAHA -.-

YAYY MAF TMR!

let's hope they decide to go heartland mall for dinner so i can meet them. >.< i burst out laughing upon hearing "jamie busy lah cannot come" its ALWAYS the same thing. haha! i was telling charistoh about tmr what's so great about the moonlight HAHAHAHA. <33333.


okay, ended up watching stairway to heaven again!

it always makes me wonder why such a love like that in the show will even exist somewhere on earth.

i never get sick of it! :D i think i have such a versatile taste, you see korean dramas are like 爱到你死我活 kind, hk shows are like action-packed kind or like super interesting 题材 kind but i like both find! then taiwan dramas are the lovey dovey kind . HAHAHA.

yay shien just sent me this damn nice new s.h.e song :D but their album's only gonna be out during promos , why why why does promos suck because it does I TERRIBLY hate exams BLAH BLAH it makes people go crazy and it EATS UP MY FOOLSCAP like anything. i think for these 2 months i spent 6 bucks on foolscap which is ALOT. though i'm not as crazy as sophialing to buy GREENFOOLSCAP ........ LOL.

i had a super funny dream yesterday but i couldn't remember what is it.

anyway i was reading this book i bought damn long ago even with attempts to read it in austria and i couldn't stand the suspense of 100+ more pages till the end of the book so i flipped it and skipped till the end. HAHAHA.

lalalalala okay i'm gonna do physics! ): TERRIBLY BEHIND SCHEDULE. did i mention how good it freaking felt to be able to do math again HAHAHAH i think if i'm out of job next time i will just teach tuition LOL. oh yeah yesterday i was bugging my mum about public housing in singapore and asking her "eh does the govt tax ur house" that kinda questions and she gave me the WTH YOU ASKING ME FOR the look .. which reminds me i think my cousin's gonna wed next year june she already queued for her flat with her bf (which means gonna get married soon) and YAYE means i can get to buy alot of things for her wedding HAHAHA.


i think my temper has gone back to its amazingly terrorizing level, like before sec1, and this time it's became worse. too stress. LOL.

>.<

yay i want maf to come although i keep saying i don't wanna go maf. HAHAHA.


visit coolblueartemis.blogspot and TAG :D it's about the coolest faculty blog you can ever get! :D:D:D:D:D


stairway to heaven is a freaking sad show and they have to repeat it on channel u now OF ALL TIMES.
it's so sad that i get addicted to watching it, damnit i'm a sadist. )!$*%&!_


it just so happens that humans are, of nature, perhaps, creatures who can't get tired of trying.


you call this COMPLETE market failure. thank god jc is only 2 years if not i think i will end up in woodbridge or something HAHA but char will come along with me! :D

i swear i could cry trying to do sequence and series.

anyway! i still wished huiyi was in hc >.<>.< 'cause sometimes i'm just too lazy to tell her everything. LOL. nevermind, UNI!


haha was on the phone with weihan apparently she thinks im damn stressed okay i am but thats besides the point HAHAHAHA thanks girl for always trying to talk me out of my shitty feelings and whatsoever and always providing me with the support i needed and encouragements and yeah :D and weileong can sure multitask while bathing (i almost died laughing) -.- LOL.

HAHAHAHA

drive me crazy man!

anyway i think i'll buy a pink psp next year when A's end HAHAHAHA.

okay back to econs!